Poetry

Should I tell you what it does to me..
                                to get too close to you...
And lose control of everything..
                                I've tried to hold onto,
Should I tell you how I really feel..
                                though you don't feel the same?
Or play like there's no pain at all.. 
                                and to me its just a game,
Should I turn away, when you look at me..
                                and say its all been lies...
Because there's nothing that I wouldn't do.. 
                                when I look into blue eyes,
Do I hide the fact that I'm in love..  
                                and never let you see...
That everything you are..
                                means everything to me,
Do I talk about the sleepless nights..
                                or that I dream of you...
Or do keep it all inside..
                                the way I always do,
I can't let you see the pain..
                                and I won't let you know...
A heart in love.. all alone..
                                has no place to go,
Should I tell you what you mean to me..
                                as the chips fall where they may...
Or take this broken heart and run..
                                far .. far .. away.
                                              sg