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Angel, 23 grudnia 2012

The secret lover (Part 2)

So they set up a date,
After school the next day.
And he made her promise,
That only he would pay.

He planned to take her,
To a movie the next night.
But first stop somewhere,
For a quick bite.

When they finished talking,
He couldn't help but smile.
Because he's wanted to be with her,
For a very long while.

He was so excited,
He couldn't believe his mind.
Finally he thought,
This girl can be mine.

His dream was finally,
Coming true.
And in her mind she thought,
Someone wants you.

The next day at school,
While she was counting down the hours.
He was off,
Buying her flowers.

He just,
Couldn't wait.
For their,
Special date.

While they were at school,
Throughout the day.
He would look at her,
Thinking about what he would say.

She still didn't know,
His identity.
But he was still nervous,
That he may not be the one she wants to see.

Every few seconds,
He looked at the clock.
His nerves were overwhelming him so much,
That he could barely talk.

Should i continue??

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Angel, 26 marca 2012

In the end

Silent nights,
Secret frights.

Balled up fist,
Scars on wrists.

Cut then bleed,
The fire you must feed.

The pain you cry,
The smile you lie.

The words that are said,
End with you dead

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Angel, 16 maja 2012

What's the Point?

At home I always,
Feel alone.
No one there,
Just me on my own.

Always crying,
Myself to sleep.
Drowning in pain,
That is always deep.

The smile I wear,
Is only a shell.
Behind the mask,
I'm living in hell.

My parents sure as hell,
Don't care.
Like it matters,
Because they're never there.

My friends they care,
But they'll never see.
The dying girl,
Inside of me.

My life doesn't matter,
Because I'm always wrong.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll never be strong.

Acting all the time,
Like I'm okay.
Is killing me slowly,
More and more each day.

In truth I don't know,
How much longer I'll last.
Or if my pain,
Will ever pass.

I just know,
I'm dying inside.
And every day,
It's getting harder to hide.

People always say,
I'm perfect and sweet.
But to me,
Even that is an impossible feat.

I'm sorry the life that I live,
Is a lie.
And I feel the only wat to fix it,
Is to die.

I haven't come to that point yet,
Because I'm looking for truth.
Something good inside of me,
Just a bit of proof.

But everything I care about,
Has been taken away.
So what's the point of living,
If there's no reason to stay?

I'm tired of acting,
Like the pain is not there.
It hurts too much,
And nobody cares.

Tell me why should I live,
If I don't know what for.
What's the point of living,
If you don't want to anymore.

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Angel, 26 marca 2012

My Secret

Do you see the smile on my face that beams?
I put it on to hide my dreams

I can't stand it when people judge me
By the "innocent" girl they see

They think I'm an angel well they're wrong
They don't know that all my nights are long

They don't know my hurts and they don't know my pain
They don't know my secrets or that I'm ready to go insane

My life is filled with so much hurt
So it doesn't matter if he was a flirt

I'm so sick and tired of being played
Cause now the edges of my heart are frayed

Just want it all to end
And death is right around the bend

Ii just want someone to be
The guy who actually likes me for me

Who will not care about my past
A relationship that will actually last

I have a certain guy in mind
Who to me is a real find

He's funny and smart
And has a really big heart

He can make me smile when I want to cry
And make me forget that I want to die

He doesn't like to see me sad
So I hope that he will not be mad

If he ever finds out about how I feel
And it's not just physical pain that's real

I wish that we could like each other
But he may have already fallen for another...

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Angel, 11 kwietnia 2012

Her Dying Song (explicit for one word)

My heart is gone I am now dead,
Laying on the floor on the carpet stained red.

You'll find a knife in my balled up fist,
And see the cut I made on my wrist.

You think to yourself, what went wrong?
You truly have no idea what was going on.

You saw a piece of paper with your name across the top,
The shock of what you read inside made your heart stop.

"My darling love don't worry about me,
I'm out of my misery as you can now see.

I know I was your angel pretty and pure,
You said I was perfect how were you sure?

You don't know what I was going through,
Because I chose to hide it from you.

I didn't want you to see your angel in pain,
And I didn't want you to know I was going insane.

You always asked why I wore those bracelets on my arm,
Well it was to hide all my self-inflicted harm.

My life wasn't as perfect as you thought it was,
But please know that you were not the cause.

I know on the outside that I looked fine,
But that was because the pain was only mine.

For the past three years my family's been falling apart,
Crushing me slowly leaving a broken heart.

All the rumors about me being a whore,
They're not true and I don't know what they're for.

I'm sorry that I was never alright,
I've been broken inside while losing this fight.

Finally the battle's lost.
This is how I paid my cost.

Baby I love you don't you ever forget,
All the times with you I'll never regret.

But the earth is no place for me,
I know in death I can finally be free.

You'll find someone better than all the rest,
Only if your mind is put to the test.

You deserve better than me,
A perfect girl to love for eternity.

I'm sorry you had to find out this way,
And I really wish that I could stay.

But this is where I do not belong,
I'm sorry you had to hear my dying song."

He could barely see with the tears in his eyes,
Now seeing the pain she hid with lies.

He thought to himself never again will we dance,
Forever gone is our sweet romance.

There goes my heart, my mind and my soul,
Never again will my life be whole.

She was my one and only one,
Beautiful and shining, bright like the sun.

Why did I not see this before?
Now I feel cold and dead to the core.

Never again will I hold her in my arms,
Doing my best to keep her from harm.

I'm the one, who failed her bad,
I should have seen she was so sad.

My baby girl is dead because of me,
I was so naïve that I couldn't see.

All the pain she inflicted upon herself,
I should have seen her plea for help.

He saw her lifeless body as it lay on the floor,
And slowly but surely he fell against the door.

He couldn't believe what he just read,
Because now his sweet baby girl was dead.

I swear i made this up

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Angel, 21 kwietnia 2012

I'm alone

I will stand up, and I will fight,
I will work to show the light.

I just want the world to see,
The girl who is the real me.

I am a girl, who is afraid,
Of everything the world has made.

I'm not as strong as you think I am,
I'm not as clean and pure as a lamb.

I have cut and I have bled,
But still the world has not found me dead.

I have not been able to kill myself,
But I know that I need help.

Every cut ends with a scar,
And never again do I want to go that far.

The love of my life left me in the rain,
And now I'm drowning in the pain.

No longer do I know who my life is for,
I just don't want to be alone anymore...

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