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	Kahlia Mazacalletti
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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 24 march 2013

24 march 2013, sunday ( YEAHHHHHH )

I just got a note from Goldie-she is so sweet and thoughtful. I am writing a poem but it is not done yet. I hope that it reaches some people out there. I miss talking to Louis...I may call him today. I am feeling soooo much better. My meds are working and I just feel good. It has been ann (... więcej)

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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 23 march 2013

23 march 2013, saturday ( Untitled )

I woke up this morning, feeling wonderful. I have so much to be thankful for......People who love me comes to mind first...To Louis, I miss your notes and poetry but I also miss talking to you. I have posted one poem in the last 3 days. I think I have writer's block. Has happened before. (... więcej)

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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 22 march 2013

22 march 2013, friday ( It is ME again.... )

I feel so blessed, this morning I woke up and finally felt "normal". It was an experience about being detoxed off meds. I really believe that you are so in tune with yourself after you get off that stuff. Mine was Visteral and Topomax. Topomax for seizures and Visteral for anxiety. (... więcej)

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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 22 march 2013

22 march 2013, friday ( Live and Learn...... )

My new motto of the day is "live and learn". It seems as though I have been through quite a bit yesterday......and the days before that. It has made me humble and also very aware of other people's feelings. I feel like I have hurt someone without his consent. I have to get back (... więcej)

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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 21 march 2013

20 march 2013, wednesday ( Hanging in there )

I have begun a personal challange and nobody won. I just got what I needed. My Steven is no longer upset about my emails to certain people on the site. WE had a VERY long talk last night about control. I cannot be controlled. I am only human and I may have made a few mistakes in my life but (... więcej)

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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 18 march 2013

18 march 2013, monday ( What goes AROUND.... )

Louis and Goldie, I hope this finds you both well. I have decided to rebel. I am no longer angry, just a little frustrated. I will do the right thing no matter what. It is unjust to tell someone that they cannot write to other people. Jealousy is a monster but I really at this point, do not (... więcej)

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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 17 march 2013

17 march 2013, sunday ( Up all night )

I have been up all night, I am not even tired. My anger onverrides that. It is beyond my comprehension how a person can make your life so miserable, and continues to do so. You can LOVE many people for many reasons. Does that mean I cannot LOVE anyone. Even as a great, wondeful friend. I (... więcej)

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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 17 march 2013

17 march 2013, sunday ( Crying...... )

I have had to make myself unavailable to certain people. I HATE it. I cannot stand control issues or manipulation. Why at my grown up age do I feel like a prisoner in my own mind. I will never stop caring for these people, no one can control me. It is just temporary in nature. There all kinds (... więcej)

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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 14 march 2013

13 march 2013, wednesday ( Time to unwind!!! )

I have been a little hyperactive since I am home. I think a lot of it is medication withdrawal. Just my observation. I want everyone to go buy at Barnes and Noble....Goldie Lopez's book is published and is there for you to get. It is full of great poetry and Goldie is really Golden. I (... więcej)

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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 10 march 2013

10 march 2013, sunday ( Sleepless in St. Louis )

I justv woke up and it is 3am.....I woke up shaking and trembling for some odd reason. I think my new med is working as I am already feeeling better. ANXETY? Why on Earth would I have that? I can think of about 10 reasons........

I have been weaned -reweaned off meds. I think they are all (... więcej)

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