Diary

Not meaning I AM WONDERFUL....meaning I feel great.  I took my new med and so far no problems with it.  It is supposed to help my anxiety....I woke up shaking from a horrid nightmare.....2 days ago......I was living in my car.  People all around were laughing and then someone pulled a gun out and aimed it at me. 
I have had dreams since I lost my family but they stopped for a while...these are different.  I am abandoned and alone....very hurtful and scary.  When I woke up, I could remember  the dream as though it were playing on a movie screen in color.  Very Vivid.  I am living in the same house, too.......thank goodness, it was ONLY a dream.......Kahlia