Diary

I have started feeling better about the holidays....I cannot change anything that has happened-that doesn't mean I don't care, I just cannot do anything about it.  I can still miss my family, my best friend, etc.   But I refuse to let it control my holidays.  I think this year I have many things to be thankful for.  Number One-Peace of Mind.  I feel very peaceful within myself.  I also am grateful that everyone I know has a home, food and is able to pay their bills,  I pray for all those out there still struggling and for all the addicts and alcoholics still using as they need help.  I am not judgemental, so I feel that they need a lot of prayer.  Prayer does work, and the more the better.  I am not a religious fanatic but 10 years ago, I was on life support and I saw many things that made me KNOW that there is another dimension beyond this Earth.  I am hoping that someone else knows that as well.  I hope everyone has a great holiday season and is especially grateful for the good things that they have in their lives........