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I need you like I need air to breathe
You encompass me and make me feel alive again....
Like having a newborn or learning how to tie your shoes
We have been through so much together and you still are my rock
When will it end....never my love.....an ode to you, I dream
You make me laugh and you made me cry
I love you and your ways; good or bad
Please love me back, seize my heart again today
You have made me feel lie a woman again......
It is like a spider web, being all engulfed......
Thank you for just being you......
Love,Kahlia
My friends are very special to me, they give me insight and love. I will always treasure them......
I know today is going to be a good day just because I woke up this morning...always count your Blessings as you never know...Life is just a Whisper.
Remain STRONG, Perservere, do not let anyone or anything de-rail you from your dreams.
Be serene and Thankful...........
Today is the 10th anniversary of my Father's death......
I will celebrate his life as I feel that he is in an awesome, beautiful place, you can only grieve so long and have to figure out WHAT kind of person were they? He was awesome and NEVER said a bad word about anyone...
why should He? Why should anyone.....accceptance is a BIG part of me......I love all people...no matter what they have done , who they are etc. Everyone has a reason for the things they do-we cannot judge them.
I am very serene and have not posted fo awhile...have been super busy. I hope all is well with everyone.....PEACE and Serenity
Kahlia
I would like to note that my last diary entry was sad and frustrated, I am feling more positive and glad that I have a format to express my emotions...it seems like time is moving so fast. It is Already July and I remember Christmas shopping? I don't know where the time goes, except to say, I have gotten a lot done...........I am so happy about life, the unfolding of the flowers, the green, VERY green grass, and newborn babies being born, even though they have no clue , yet,as to what our existance is like. Hopefully, they have parents who will guide them.......we must hope for positive things in our world. PRAY...........that is my outlet, God is awsome.......Have a GREAT weekend.
Blessings,
Kahlia
I said a Prayer for you today.......
It means saying that it is O.K. for you to twist me like a pretzel
I feel the need to DRIVE very fast and go 300 miles
I thought you and I would reconcile our differences
The only difference is me not caring anymore......
Love is as good as you make it and as bad as you ignore it
I feel better knowing that you are happy
I KNOW what happiness feels like
Please don't forgive yourself for all the things that you have done
It would be a far reaching gesture
Be wonderful, love yourself as I do
I can still hear you whisper my name
Like tickeling my ears with a feather
Have a wonderful life an move on......
Blessings,
Kahlia
I stopped by the circus today......
After all this time; do you wish you could UNDO the things that have distressed me? I wonder what kind of parent I would have been...without you. I feel alive for the first time in as many monkees-I have been playing.........
All the little animals in the man made grass; they appear to be happy
Would you be? Would you or do you care about them as little as myself.....
Feeling a little uncomfortable.......
I was so numbed out by your bull that I never saw them coming.....COWS????
We always are different in front of a whole crowd....Whatever could they do to you......Show love, anger, ambigous, fake, phony.....
The list is endless....Why did you hurt me that way
Because no one can hurt you? We will all get our chances.......
Thank you for showing me the RIGHT way to be evil.......
I am going to sit on the porch swing and mello out.....
Thank you, my friend,
Kahlia
My life was empty when you went away...like loosing your best friend
I always put trust and believed in you.......where did I go wrong?
These days have been great ones as I filled your head
And your ego...you are not my friend, just a passing in the dark
I can either let myself be hurt or pick up the pieces and move on
I guess you thought I was glass, and I have ben through MAJOR things
with and without you.......
You are an imposter in my mind..........
I could have woken up-DEAD
I still can hear her little girl's voice
No one else can make me feel so sad
But she is not of this heavanly place, she is unique
She is special....if she let down all her walls
And built new ones; she would be great.....
I love her anyway, being my friend
But after her husband left; she has been on a hunt
People say you cannot ruin a marraige, not TRUE
I saw her walking down the aisle and looking at me, she
did not want to marry him, it was a convenience.....
She needed 90 days to figure it all out
Some say she wants to have her cake and eat it too.....
I think she is too scared to move forward...REWIND.....
She should stay single and alone except for friends
I am her best shot at making it out alive and well.....
LOVE does many things to us; I am out of suggestions
She walks around dazed, the REST of her life.....
In a 5 minute pep talk; she decides to leave, hide out
perhaps in my car; can she pull it off?
I always bet on her as she always wins.......
This time I may lose my money....left with no answers-
I come out and say....Lets party........
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I thought I would miss you; I don't anymore
You left me with no choice but to get over it all
Thank you for not making my life harder
With all your twists and turns
I could feel it slipping away; you wanted it that way
I thought I knew the meaning of a good friend
I was so wrong; you hate yourself
But, I will never hate me; I don't hate you
You have hurt me for the first and last time
With your lies and misery; go by yourself to some other land
I waited for you to call, you did once-That shocked me
So, now in a 24 hour period, you have no time for me?
My watch has not broken and I know what time it is
Time for you to fool someone else..........
Goodbye.....................
I was very frustrated for a few days. Now I am just puzzled. A good friend of mine went out of town and I have heard from them ONCE???? I understand that they could be extremely busy but a 5 minute phone call? HELLO...........I am very hurt by their lack of concern for someone who was there for them and isn't any more. It was like a big secret-I do not want to know , I just wanted you to write and let me know you are OK. That is what good friends do.
Good freinds don't make you worry etc. I am done with it........there is nothing I can do...it is out of my hands. You lost a really good friend...........
Kahlia
