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	Zoe Christo
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Zoe Christo, 23 october 2011

I Want You. I Want This. I Want Us. Let Us Be.

That energy that sparks
between us under sheets
In the evening we really see
What lies between
Me and you in this moment
Can you believe
Can this last forever
Or does it disappear in the dark
Do you hold that feeling with you
Or continue the day without thinking through
The compounding feelings
Which are excitingly brand new
I know this is true
But hiding away is something I do
As you don't allow a second to stew
Drifting away to escape your blue
But where do you go and what do you do
I suppose I'm scared of what I'll lose
So I keep quiet in hopes to pursue
Another lust that's easier to control
I run far to not be sold
To a lust that's invigorating and never old
Trying to not reminiscence on that hold
You had and still have upon me
But I dare not show this fear
Or reveal it in your ear
That all I want is you here
To hold you intimately near
I don't know how to not scare you
You would run a mile if you heard this
You're not ready for intensity of the risk
I'm worried that this could be a chance I'll miss
I don't want to let you go
I need to find away to keep you close
I want nothing but to lift you up and make sure you're not alone
I want us to express this connection and grow
I don't want to think of this in sorrow
And you tell me not to get attached
That maybe one day we can make this symbiotic pact
To share more of our lives with each other
I know the longer we wait the sweeter it'll taste
I don't want to leave it in the hands of fate
I want to love you again from night through to day
I want to hold you my arms
But I can never expose this
For this will be the catalyst to drive you away from this
But do you not wonder of our first touch
That moment our lips met
When it was just us
Did you feel that instantaneous rush
Do you recall how warm and tender we lay
Not having a worry about the following day
How we lay in arms all night in a daze
In a calming bliss, That moment our lips first reached
confused in the moment of what has been breached
Our friendship has been crossed
In a cherished occasion I will never dismiss
Our intimacy grew
And when we'll go out my eyes were still locked on you
I can't get my head around this
Are you within reach or out of bounds
Was this too fast too soon
Did I act on impulse that was far too new
But I realised I wanted you
And nothing could stop me reaching out to you
Wanting to show you I'll do things beyond me for you
and what hurts the most is knowing you won't return
to my arms in the way we first met
To ignite that fire that was more thrilling than the most expensive bet
Things have changed and the passion gets harder to hide
but I feel to love you out loud
But you you dismiss my passionate cries
but that's been denied from me because of words from the crowd
I hope you return to me now
Please don't ponder and make this more complicated than it has to be
Just understand the simplicity in this moment with me
It doesn't have to be anything more in moments we keep
Between me and you and these love making sheets
Don't worry if you feel you're being swept off your feet
Lets just go and see if it reaches
those maximum highs that one only dreams of
Perhaps I'm too open and willing to give my heart away
You know I'm amazing but I won't be hanging on for you for days
I can't keep still, I'm fast pacing, I'm not promising I'll stay
I know this spontaneously crazy
Don't think of what you're jumping into
Just be confident of what you feel is true
'Cos for real, you know I lift you from monsoons
Just be aware you could be missing a diamond here
While you're too busy searching for stones.

Darling let me tell you, take my hand and give this a chance,
It's the only way you'll get to know just how special this road's destination will go.
And believe me everything you're feeling now will be enhanced.

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Zoe Christo, 25 october 2011

There's A Twist In My Heart - Another Beginning

Hey, Now, Ready for another one
Here's another little number
There's a twist in my heart
And it keeps growing fonder
My minds too far, my eye see stars
I can stop my mind to wonder
I can't let myself go
There's a new girl now I'm fond of
But I gotta be real
I'm smitten over a girl
And that's the deal
I'm having trouble hiding
my feelings for this babe, she's an absolute diamond
Intelligent, sophisticated and everything shining
A real gem you can spend years mining
Spend decades searching and finding
And still can't find nothing that compares
Cos she's that blinding
I don't give her justice in my rhyming
I better get my act together before she starts riding
with another girl, then I get left sighing
We're already great friends
Isn't that a great way to start?
A story of raw passion and beauty from the heart
Oh please, that's just a day dream work of art
She knows I'm here for whenever she's nearing a tear
She knows I can pull any string to make her dream near
To make her feel at ease and regain some peace
I don't know what she's done to get me down on my knees
The minute I saw her she's like a growing disease
I can't seem to rid her off with ease
This is going to be a tough one to decease
Don't get me wrong I’m not displeased
It's just unfortunate 'cos I want what can't be
Don't get me wrong I’m not crazed with eternity
I just really want this girl to be a part of me
She's just so refreshing like a summer breeze
When I’m around I feel so free
I imagine us touching so magically
All I wanna do is be by her side tenderly
And lay beside her after a wild one restfully
I wanna give this girl the all and best of me
But to catch her will be a real test for me
But it's something I can't see happening
So I need to dropp the pretence happily
And come back to earth and reality..

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Zoe Christo, 23 october 2011

Anticipating Her Calls

Anticipating her calls
When the call for break dawns
Waiting for a reply
Wondering what's on her mind
Can never lose sight
Cos she's such a blinding light
Tonight, She hardly knows how I feel
As she's never keeping still
I just want to say I love her
But I can never find the words
I won't put the stars above her
That's why this fucking hurts
I try my best to show her
But I some times choke
I try my best to know her
No longer that whore for coke
It rips me, tears me and breaks me
If she lips me here it'll make me
Wishful thoughts are a taunt
More than that body she flaunts
Some times I feel like giving up
Cos it ain't real me ever feeling up
That softness she attains
But I still put myself through pain
Not for illness, sickness nor death
Or romantic bullshit you expect
Just to stop me becoming a mess
Cos living with out her is the test
As no happiness will be in my world
That's why I work hard
To stay sane by this girl.

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Zoe Christo, 6 february 2012

Wretched Women

How you are the arch nemesis

With a strangle on my heart

You keep shackled in chains.

I fear every time we part

You have me captured

In your splintered web

You left me with no answers.

Now I'm just left

You crawled beneath and unleashed your venom

You captured my soul

And left me for dead

Now I'm left bleeding, battered and deaf

You torture my mind

My soul now drained

Gasping for a chance of breath

But destroyed I am once again

Curse you wretched women

You swarm in and elude this fool

You sway your charms and cast your spell

I, now banished for an eternity in hell

How you've twisted my mind

And left this fire to burn

You lie with amazement

Having me believe this wouldn't hurt

You tease so graciously

And how I fall so easily

You've locked me within this gate

And now I have to fight my own way

You've killed this fool

And these scars forever open

With memories of torment

You had me go through

Oh dear, women, you are but a devil

You toyed my heart; oh great puppet master

I saw to your wit and charm

How you've relinquished such harm

My black days overshadowed by your memory

How you taunt me still with your blasphemous treachery

You've scarred me so deeply

And encrusted your mark

Now leave from mind you powerful witch

There's no more this fool can give

You've drained every essence of love

I every had to give

Nullified and dumb; left in turmoil

Seize from my periphery

You can't see me mortal

I am but a human, without no soul

You can't take no more

You've sucked in succession

You've taught me well lady master

This new pain is obsession

Oh devil, you've broken me

You've ignited a blaze to destroy

You've conquered your place in my heart

This love I know of, exists only when you part.

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Zoe Christo, 3 january 2012

All I Want Is Love

The only thing I've
ever craved
Is to break down my
walls
to a love so pure
All I've ever wanted
Was to hold someone
close
And to call myself
yours

I don't know who you
are yet
Although there's been
times I thought I had
All I want is to love
you
To embrace our minds
and hearts

Love is a long cruel
battle
And it lingers where no
one can see
Although it can't be
seen,
It exists in our quests
to seek for it

Pain blossoms in the
spoilt heart
One so thirty and
without
Compassion in one's
soul
Searching for another
victim of

The quenching yearning
for feeling
something greater than
one can offer ones self
Is that symbiotic
sharing of minds
that succumbs in the
sharing of lives between two

That comfort that binds
two people close
That uncomfort in never
wanting to let them go
All I want is to
explore you entirely
All I want is love.

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Zoe Christo, 3 january 2012

Mind's Roundabout.

My mind jumps in
circles,
Theories are propelled,
Bouncing from membrane
to cell.
Why is there a lack of
focus?

Sensations
overwhelming;
Yearning for an answer;
Blurred by the puzzles.
Where is this truth to
behold?

Frantic within the
mind;
Equilibrium comes so
swiftly;
and gone as soon as you
acknowledge it.
Is there no escape from
this?

Obsession for
perfection;
And lusting for
objectifyable improvements;
Contemplating
strategies,
And pushing all
boundaries.

Too many paths laid
down;
I command none of
these,
But channel my energies
With turbulence in this
roundabout.

Compelled to swiftly
act;
Rather that being
complacent
On external controls,
But dare not to act too
impulsively as you can miss your exit

Don't be fooled by the
enigmatic path;
Or dare to take the one
that has a bend too sharp;
Take the thunderous
motorway

And be thrust into the
rat race; or do you doubt your strength?

Do you take the road
with no lights?
And be cautious when
the hours show no light
Or will you take the
bumpy road
Just don't be ignorant
to your suspension.

Act on something, with
motivation
If amongst your travels
you decide
This is not within your
succession
There's room for you to
return to where you started

That roundabout you
circle;
Is the very core of
your mind.
It will create a stir;
making you dizzy
And can often blind you
to the sights

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Zoe Christo, 19 january 2012

All I Am Not, No Longer

So I fight within me
Everything that doubts
me
The bitterness that
scowls me
That heartache you've
scarred with
Those headaches that
taunt me
That voice that laughs
The people that judge
me
All that holds me
Is all that I am not, no
longer.

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Zoe Christo, 6 february 2012

Parted

So this hurt you bring on to
me

Is a consequence of not allowing to us be

I was honest and open when you asked;

Whether I would give us a chance

I ran a mile and hesitated with “I don't know”

And now we are parted and I bare this sorrow.

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Zoe Christo, 1 april 2012

Harrow

Its only when my body exhausts its spirits,

am I able to define, refine and contrive my thoughts.

I’m left to ponder and conscious once more to that fact that
I lay alone

Incompletely known to confinement

The perils of this moment agonise my ease

Oh Harrow, harrow..

I wish you not to lay with me anymore.

Nor lie to me and tell me this is forever.

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Zoe Christo, 23 october 2011

Lusting, Loving & Living In That Moment With You

So feel that energy
that's within us amongst this evergreen
Forget what can't be foreseen
Right now its just you and me
In this moment with such charm
Such engaging energy with no harm
Those sights we shared together
Mementos occasions treasured forever
I can't think of a better way
To have such pleasure and joy again
But to be within this madness
The true out of body and mind test
to be away with a stranger
And feel perfectly calm and no danger
It's a mysterious thought
Something so exquisite it can never be bought
Sharing minds of similar thoughts
Something so pure which can never be sought
Don't mind my words
As they're only an expression
Of what my mind is filled with
Pure unholy obsession

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Other poems: Harrow, Parted, Give Me Love, Wretched Women, All I Am Not, No Longer, Obsession, All I Want Is Love, Mind's Roundabout., This Won't Go Away, There's A Twist In My Heart - Another Beginning, Polly., I Want You. I Want This. I Want Us. Let Us Be., Lusting, Loving & Living In That Moment With You, Anticipating Her Calls,

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I Want You. I Want This. I Want Us. Let Us Be.

There's A Twist In My Heart - Another Beginning

Anticipating Her Calls

Wretched Women

All I Want Is Love

Mind's Roundabout.

All I Am Not, No Longer

Parted

Harrow

Lusting, Loving & Living In That Moment With You

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