Poetry

Anticipating her calls
When the call for break dawns
Waiting for a reply
Wondering what's on her mind
Can never lose sight
Cos she's such a blinding light
Tonight, She hardly knows how I feel
As she's never keeping still
I just want to say I love her
But I can never find the words
I won't put the stars above her
That's why this fucking hurts
I try my best to show her
But I some times choke
I try my best to know her
No longer that whore for coke
It rips me, tears me and breaks me
If she lips me here it'll make me
Wishful thoughts are a taunt
More than that body she flaunts
Some times I feel like giving up
Cos it ain't real me ever feeling up
That softness she attains
But I still put myself through pain
Not for illness, sickness nor death
Or romantic bullshit you expect
Just to stop me becoming a mess
Cos living with out her is the test
As no happiness will be in my world
That's why I work hard
To stay sane by this girl.