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Angel

Angel, 23 december 2012

The words she says

The words she says,
Pierce me deep.
She doesn't hear me,
Even if I weep.

She claims she's not saying,
My sisters better than me.
But no matter how hard I try,
She will never see.

The girl that's hidden,
Deep inside.
So scared to come out,
She always hides.

No one believes in me,
So slowly I die.
Barely lives,
Drowning in lies.

"Why should I try?"
Is what I think.
No one gives help,
So in the pain I sink.

I'll never be good enough,
For anyone.
And no matter what,
No one will come.

With everything she says,
And everything she does.
She's killing me softly,
Never again to be the angel I was.

Because the words she says,
Pierce me deep.
And she'll never hear me,
Even if I weep.


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Angel

Angel, 22 march 2012

My pain in the world



I'm a girl,
Living in pain
With nothing left
For me to gain

I look at my wrist
And see a scar
I can't remember
Why I went so far

The hurt the pain
And the lies
But nobody
Can hear my cries

I need another
Voice in my head
Before the world
Finds me dead


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Angel

Angel, 24 march 2012

Forever Gone



I went to bed,
To go to sleep.
To fall into a slumber,
That is ever so deep.

I let my mind,
Fade away.
To leave the earth,
Where I don't wish to stay.

Walking down the street,
Hand in hand.
My mind was in,
Another land.

A place where only,
You and I exist.
There's just something about you,
That's hard to resist.

We laughed,
And talked.
We danced,
And walked.

Though late at night,
We could have spoken 'til noon.
Beneath the soft glow,
Of the beautiful moon.

Throughout that night,
Never once did we part.
For your words mesmerized me,
Like a great work of art.

Everything,
It seemed,
Was nothing but,
A dream.

But every moment,
Was ever so true.
For it was that night,
I fell in love with you.

The next few months,
Were the best I've ever had.
Who knew you'd be the one,
Who'd make me so sad.

For all of a sudden,
We came to an end.
AndtThat was the day,
I lost my best friend.

You're the one,
Who broke away.
You turned my clear blue skies,
To grey.

You walked away,
And never looked back.
My whole entire life,
Fell into the darkness so black,

All I know now,
Is that I'll miss you.
Your smile, your eyes,
And your big bear hugs too.

If you don't,
Already know.
Because if you,
My death will be slow.

Now as the sun,
Rises for the dawn.
I realize now,
You're forever gone...


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Angel

Angel, 23 december 2012

Blood smeared pages

Open the book,
And turn the page.
You'll see what I,
Went through at each age.

Years one through ten,
I was perfect as can be.
But after eleven,
Things changed as you will see.

As I grew older,
My pain became clear.
My eyes were always shining,
Because they were holding back the tears.

I started getting into,
Things I know I shouldn't have.
Then I saw,
How it made my friends sad.

A few began,
To see the scars.
Not knowing the pain,
That made me go far.

Hardly any warning,
Would I heed.
Then you turn the page,
And it's hard to read.

The next few pages,
Were smeared with blood.
The words you could read spoke,
Of blood flowing out like a flood.

The words you read,
Are too painful to repeat.
It was so horrifying,
You couldn't stay in your seat.

It was hard for me to write,
When the pages were being stained red.
But I needed to write out my life,
Before I was dead.

I felt that if I didn't,
I would have been of no use.
Like there was no reason for me to be good,
I might as well have let the monster loose.

It's getting harder for me to write,
Because my blood keeps smearing.
I can barely see,
Because my eyes are tearing.

So I'll be quick,
I will be fast.
For the life I have left,
Will no longer last.

I'm sorry for all the pain,
That I have put you through.
Through these blood smeared pages I'm saying to my friends and family,
Good bye, I'm sorry, and I love you.


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Angel

Angel, 11 april 2012

My Dying Letter



The real me is hidden behind a mask,
And no one will see her even if they ask.

She's hidden away for no one to find,
Because she doesn't need someone else in her mind.

I cut so I can bleed,
Giving no warning heed.

The knife always leaves a scar,
There's reasons why I go so far.

But my reasons are what you would not understand,
So I always keep my blade in hand.

I'm sorry I keep these secrets from you,
I'm nothing, I'm useless, and a disappointment too.

I kept these secrets from you for your own good,
You say I'm clean. I wish I could.

But keeping this pain inside for so many years,
Is killing me and leaving me in tears.

I wish my life was pretty and pure,
Now with my life, nothing is for sure.

I love you and I'll miss you 'til the end of this day,
This is my dying letter and I have nothing left to say.


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Angel

Angel, 23 december 2012

Kill me now

Kill me now
Kill me dead
Leave the carpet
Stained blood red

Ram the knife
Through my heart
Tear it to pieces
Tear me apart

Everyday
Is full of lies
You hear me now
And seem surprised

You're the one
Who broke me down
And instead of smiling
I always frown

So just kill me now
And leave me be
And then you'll see
What you did to me

sorry that i ahvent posted anythig  in a while


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Angel

Angel, 24 march 2012

The Secret Lover Part 1




She hears a voice,
Over the phone.
But only when,
She is alone.

He calls her,
Every day and night.
But is scared to be,
In her sight.

He doesn't want her,
To know who he is.
But the only heart,
He wants her to have is his.

The reason why,
He always hides,
Is cause he thinks,
He's not worthy to be in her eyes.

She's always alone,
In the summer heat.
And always asks,
If they can meet.

She crys and sits,
Around at home.
And always wants,
To be alone.

He's the only one,
She wants to see.
Because with him,
She can finally be,

The girl that lives,
Her whole life fear.
Without even,
Shedding a tear.

Finally he decides,
To give in.
Ready to feed,
The fire within.

They finally decided,
To meet at school.
So long as they followed,
One simple rule.


To be continued...


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Angel

Angel, 24 march 2012

Never Again

I believed,
Every lie.
And every one,
Made me cry.

All i did for you,
Was wait,
Now all i can feel,
Is hate.

When we were together,
I always sighed.
And when you left me,
I only cried.

Now because,
of all the pain.
I will never fall,
In love again...


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Angel

Angel, 22 march 2012

Broken

A life has it's secrets,
Like a girl hiding in lies.
Living every day in pain,
With tears inside her eyes.

She wants to find some help,
And all she wants is love.
She wants to find some peace in life,
That's sweet just like a dove.

She wants to find someone like her,
That lives feeling crushed by pain.
But one thing she is scared of,
Is being left standing in the rain.

She wants to feel loved,
But not by just anyone.
Even if it seems hopeless,
She knows that he will come.

She wants to be a person,
Who will not be afraid.
She knows that God cares for her,
Because through him she was made.

Although she knows she loves her life,
She can't help but shed a tear.
Because she knows it will all end,
If she's no longer here...


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Angel

Angel, 2 may 2012

Pain of the Past

I am hurting deeply inside,
Running from fears that I cannot hide.

I remember the things that made me go far,
Far enough to give myself a scar.

I remember the blood and I remember the knife,
I remember trying to end my life.

Although I don't do those things anymore,
The memories have left me sore.

The urge to relapse can be strong,
And they make my nights very long.

The things of the past make me regret,
And all my memories I'd rather forget.

I have decided not to hate
I'll just leave my life to fate.

I paint on the smile so that my face beams,
As I try to figure out my dreams.

I know the pain is of the past,
But I'm afraid it will always last.


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Other poems: Listen to the sound, The words she says, The feeling you get..., Blood smeared pages, The secret lover (Part 2), Kill me now, Finally Given Up, What's the Point?, Pain of the Past, In Love, I'm Not Alright, Recovery, My life now, I'm alone, I'm alone, It's all for you too, Because of him, Secretly In Love, My Secret, Her Dying Song (explicit for one word), My Dying Letter, Broken Heart, My Secret, Leave me alone, In the end, Single for life, The Secret Lover Part 1, Why I Will Die, Never Again, Forever Gone, I miss you, What you don't know (Extended Version), My pain in the world, When you left I died, Broken, I Love You,
 

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