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Angel

Angel, 22 march 2012

My pain in the world



I'm a girl,
Living in pain
With nothing left
For me to gain

I look at my wrist
And see a scar
I can't remember
Why I went so far

The hurt the pain
And the lies
But nobody
Can hear my cries

I need another
Voice in my head
Before the world
Finds me dead


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Angel

Angel, 22 march 2012

When you left I died



Go away,
And never return.
Go to hell,
Where you will burn.

You stole my heart,
But made me cry.
I hope that soon,
You will die.

You said,
you'd never leave.
Something,
I'll never believe.

You said goodbye,
I completaly cried.
But when you left,
I also died...


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Angel

Angel, 2 may 2012

Pain of the Past

I am hurting deeply inside,
Running from fears that I cannot hide.

I remember the things that made me go far,
Far enough to give myself a scar.

I remember the blood and I remember the knife,
I remember trying to end my life.

Although I don't do those things anymore,
The memories have left me sore.

The urge to relapse can be strong,
And they make my nights very long.

The things of the past make me regret,
And all my memories I'd rather forget.

I have decided not to hate
I'll just leave my life to fate.

I paint on the smile so that my face beams,
As I try to figure out my dreams.

I know the pain is of the past,
But I'm afraid it will always last.


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Angel

Angel, 22 march 2012

I Love You

When someone says i love
you
you cannot help but say
if life gets tough and crazy
will you love me anyway?
And what of the words that people say
when they want us apart?
Their words can hurt and pierce us deep
and ignoring them's a start
to happiness forever
or as long as it can last
because when it comes to love,
from it, its hard to fast
How else would you say those words to me?
Would you do it in a song
or would you say them in a poem
one thats not vey long?
So what would you do?
Would you dance or sing?
Or would you go to the next step
and give me a ring?
but the question is would i say yes?
Would i marry you?
Or could i just say three words.
I Love You.


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Angel

Angel, 26 march 2012

Broken Heart



I feel chills,
Straight to the bone.
I feel dead,
And still as stone.

At home you can hear me,
Always crying.
And to the world,
I'm always lying.

I have lost trust,
in every human being.
because you didn't like,
what you were seeing.

You knew my hurts,
And you knew my pains.
You knew my losses,
And my very few gains.

You knew the state,
That I was in.
And acted as if,
My living was a sin.

Now when it comes to my feelings,
I've no one to confide.
And my happiness comes,
And goes like the tide.

You put me down,
Frequently.
You broke me down,
Completely.

Now listen,
To the sound.
Of a life,
That's breaking down.

Ever so slowly,
Falling apart.
What's not easily mended,
Is a broken heart.


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Angel

Angel, 21 april 2012

My life now

I wake up and open my eyes,
Ready to live a day in lies.

I paint the smile upon my face,
And look like everything's in place

I walk around throughout my day,
Already knowing what I'm going to say.

Finally when I get home I can finally be me,
Instead of the "perfect" girl they see.

At home I don't have to be fake,
And I can cry with the cuts I make.

I feel the blood flow out of my skin,
And I think about how my life has been.

I re-live moments I'd rather forget,
And remember some things that I regret.

Then I clean up the mess I made,
And see te scars that will never fade.

Sometimes I feel my life slipping through my hand,
Flowing down like grains of sand.

I see my life as it's torn,
I feel the eyes as they scorn.

I heard the words that are said,
The ones that say they want me dead.

I do not want pain anymore,
I just want someone to save my heart for.


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Angel

Angel, 26 march 2012

In the end


Silent nights,
Secret frights.

Balled up fist,
Scars on wrists.

Cut then bleed,
The fire you must feed.

The pain you cry,
The smile you lie.

The words that are said,
End with you dead


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Angel

Angel, 24 march 2012

Why I Will Die



I loved you, from the start.
But then you went and broke my heart.

You shattered it, like glass.
Will the pain, ever pass?

I had dreamed of calling you my boyfriend
Until you decided to have us end.

Your words had put me in a trance
But you broke it off because of distance.

I said I loved you
You said you loved me too.

Now there's only, tension I the air
In remembrance of how, you were always there.

There are times where I miss you like crazy.
But the memories are often hazy.

I just want to see
You smile at me.

After all this time you've been away
There are times I wish you would have stayed

You said we'd be together for all time
I was so happy that you were mine.

But then I saw you all over her
Until my sight became blurred

By the tears that overwhelmed my eyes
So this is what I get for believing all your lies.

You said our love was something nothing could severe,
But then again, nothing lasts forever.

Now love is something that's hard for me to feel.
I guess there's some things that time cannot heal.

Now all I do is lay in bed.
Which is where, you'll find me dead

Gone due to a broken heart.
Looks like loves is no work of art.

Love is sharp just like a knife
And the reason why I want to end my life.

So do me a favor and do not cry
For very soon I'm sure I will die...


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Angel

Angel, 23 december 2012

The feeling you get...

The feeling you get when you run your hand over your scars,
Wanting to open them again.
The feeling you get when people look down upon you,
Because you'll never be anything to them.

The feeling you get when your mother speaks,
And basically tells you you're worthless.
The feeling you get when the words echo in your head,
You're nothing, hopeless, useless.

The feeling you get when the pain never ends,
And you just want to die.
The feeling you get when you wear that smile,
When all you want to do is cry.

The feeling you get when you're tired of living,
The same lie every day.
The feeling you get when you're done with life,
Because to you, there's no reason to stay.

The feeling you get when you're just done,
Thinking of ways to end it all.
The feeling you get when you wake up,
Wondering if this is the day you will fall.

The feeling you get when you finally break,
And drag the razor across your wrist.
The feeling you get when you put your hand down,
As your blood drips from your fist.

The feeling you get when you remember,
All the words that were said.
The feeling you get when the last of you fades,
And the world finds you dead.


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Angel

Angel, 23 december 2012

Kill me now

Kill me now
Kill me dead
Leave the carpet
Stained blood red

Ram the knife
Through my heart
Tear it to pieces
Tear me apart

Everyday
Is full of lies
You hear me now
And seem surprised

You're the one
Who broke me down
And instead of smiling
I always frown

So just kill me now
And leave me be
And then you'll see
What you did to me

sorry that i ahvent posted anythig  in a while


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Other poems: Listen to the sound, The words she says, The feeling you get..., Blood smeared pages, The secret lover (Part 2), Kill me now, Finally Given Up, What's the Point?, Pain of the Past, In Love, I'm Not Alright, Recovery, My life now, I'm alone, I'm alone, It's all for you too, Because of him, Secretly In Love, My Secret, Her Dying Song (explicit for one word), My Dying Letter, Broken Heart, My Secret, Leave me alone, In the end, Single for life, The Secret Lover Part 1, Why I Will Die, Never Again, Forever Gone, I miss you, What you don't know (Extended Version), My pain in the world, When you left I died, Broken, I Love You,
 

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