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Angel

Angel, 21 april 2012

Recovery

We were together,
For almost a year
Everytime i think of you,
I shed a tear

I dont think i'll be able,
To open up again
Cause i already lost,
My best friend...


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Angel

Angel, 26 april 2012

I'm Not Alright

I'm not alright,
I'm broken inside.
I'm slowly dying,
With nowhere to hide.

So many lies,
And so much pain.
I rather be dead,
Than living in the rain.

I remember the time,
Where I would ball my fist.
And slowly drag the knife,
Across my wrist.

I remember the blood,
As it flowed out of me.
But not enough,
For the world to see.

I hid the truth,
From all of my friends.
So they would not see me,
At my end.

Ya I've stopped,
And ya I've been clean.
But my past still haunts me,
In my dreams.

So next time you ask me me if I'm alright,
I'll say no.
Then the truth,
Is what you'll finally know.


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Angel

Angel, 21 april 2012

My life now

I wake up and open my eyes,
Ready to live a day in lies.

I paint the smile upon my face,
And look like everything's in place

I walk around throughout my day,
Already knowing what I'm going to say.

Finally when I get home I can finally be me,
Instead of the "perfect" girl they see.

At home I don't have to be fake,
And I can cry with the cuts I make.

I feel the blood flow out of my skin,
And I think about how my life has been.

I re-live moments I'd rather forget,
And remember some things that I regret.

Then I clean up the mess I made,
And see te scars that will never fade.

Sometimes I feel my life slipping through my hand,
Flowing down like grains of sand.

I see my life as it's torn,
I feel the eyes as they scorn.

I heard the words that are said,
The ones that say they want me dead.

I do not want pain anymore,
I just want someone to save my heart for.


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Angel

Angel, 26 march 2012

Broken Heart



I feel chills,
Straight to the bone.
I feel dead,
And still as stone.

At home you can hear me,
Always crying.
And to the world,
I'm always lying.

I have lost trust,
in every human being.
because you didn't like,
what you were seeing.

You knew my hurts,
And you knew my pains.
You knew my losses,
And my very few gains.

You knew the state,
That I was in.
And acted as if,
My living was a sin.

Now when it comes to my feelings,
I've no one to confide.
And my happiness comes,
And goes like the tide.

You put me down,
Frequently.
You broke me down,
Completely.

Now listen,
To the sound.
Of a life,
That's breaking down.

Ever so slowly,
Falling apart.
What's not easily mended,
Is a broken heart.


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Angel

Angel, 11 april 2012

Secretly In Love



You look at her and think she's okay
But her boyfriend sees her as a girl to play

She walks around with him at school
But he really thinks she isn't cool

She knows her "friends" are completely fake
And they're the reason for the cuts she make

She'd rather live a life of lies
Than be the lonely girl who cries

You want to see her leave them behind
And find a guy who's actually kind

You wish that she would look at you
And see you as someone who'd actually be true

A guy who wouldn't want to see her cry
And give her no reason to always lie

But to her you're another face in the crowd
And a voice that isn't very loud

Maybe someday she'll give you a glance
And maybe even give you a chance

And you'll have that dream again and again
But until it comes true you can't wait 'til then...


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Angel

Angel, 24 march 2012

Why I Will Die



I loved you, from the start.
But then you went and broke my heart.

You shattered it, like glass.
Will the pain, ever pass?

I had dreamed of calling you my boyfriend
Until you decided to have us end.

Your words had put me in a trance
But you broke it off because of distance.

I said I loved you
You said you loved me too.

Now there's only, tension I the air
In remembrance of how, you were always there.

There are times where I miss you like crazy.
But the memories are often hazy.

I just want to see
You smile at me.

After all this time you've been away
There are times I wish you would have stayed

You said we'd be together for all time
I was so happy that you were mine.

But then I saw you all over her
Until my sight became blurred

By the tears that overwhelmed my eyes
So this is what I get for believing all your lies.

You said our love was something nothing could severe,
But then again, nothing lasts forever.

Now love is something that's hard for me to feel.
I guess there's some things that time cannot heal.

Now all I do is lay in bed.
Which is where, you'll find me dead

Gone due to a broken heart.
Looks like loves is no work of art.

Love is sharp just like a knife
And the reason why I want to end my life.

So do me a favor and do not cry
For very soon I'm sure I will die...


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Angel

Angel, 22 march 2012

What you don't know (Extended Version)



She closes her eyes,
So you dont know she's crying.
She turns away,
So you dont know she's lying.

She cuts through her wrists,
But you can't hear her screams.
She keeps her voice silent,
So you don't her dreams.

You don't know she's hurting,
Cause she fakes every smile.
And wipes off her blood,
From every little tile.

When
they talk behind her back,
They think they can't be heard.
She tries to ignore them,
But hears every word.

She wakes in the moring,
But can't face her fears.
She stays silent,
As she wipes away her tears.

She covers her scars,
With the bracelets she must wear.
And tries to live her life,
Without a single care.

She tries to live,
Through everyday.
And remember that God,
Can hear her pray.

What you don't know whith guys,
They hurt her everytime.
And she's starting to fade,
Like a bell and its chime.

She wants to love you,
But she's scared of trying.
She stays alone,
So you don't know she's dying...


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Angel

Angel, 16 may 2012

Finally Given Up

Congratulations you got your wish,
Congratulations i turned into this.

I gave up my knife just for you,
But now that is no longer true.

I promised you that never again would i do this,
But I take that back as I drag the knife across my wrist.

I put out my wrist and let the blood flow down,
Killing myself softly and without a tear.

I do not shed a single tear,
As i live out my friends biggest fear.

In the morning you'll find me dead,
Because of everything you said.


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Angel

Angel, 26 april 2012

In Love

He loves me then,
He loves me not.
But I'm willing to give him,
Everything I've got.

He loved me then,
He loves me now.
We're working it out,
But I always wonder how?

He is everything,
As perfect as can be.
So how did he fall,
For a girl like me?

There's really nothing,
Special about me.
And I would really like,
To find out how he sees me.

But right now,
I do not care.
I just know,
He's always there.

He's like an angel,
Sent from above.
And he is the one,
I truly love.


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Angel

Angel, 23 december 2012

The feeling you get...

The feeling you get when you run your hand over your scars,
Wanting to open them again.
The feeling you get when people look down upon you,
Because you'll never be anything to them.

The feeling you get when your mother speaks,
And basically tells you you're worthless.
The feeling you get when the words echo in your head,
You're nothing, hopeless, useless.

The feeling you get when the pain never ends,
And you just want to die.
The feeling you get when you wear that smile,
When all you want to do is cry.

The feeling you get when you're tired of living,
The same lie every day.
The feeling you get when you're done with life,
Because to you, there's no reason to stay.

The feeling you get when you're just done,
Thinking of ways to end it all.
The feeling you get when you wake up,
Wondering if this is the day you will fall.

The feeling you get when you finally break,
And drag the razor across your wrist.
The feeling you get when you put your hand down,
As your blood drips from your fist.

The feeling you get when you remember,
All the words that were said.
The feeling you get when the last of you fades,
And the world finds you dead.


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Other poems: Listen to the sound, The words she says, The feeling you get..., Blood smeared pages, The secret lover (Part 2), Kill me now, Finally Given Up, What's the Point?, Pain of the Past, In Love, I'm Not Alright, Recovery, My life now, I'm alone, I'm alone, It's all for you too, Because of him, Secretly In Love, My Secret, Her Dying Song (explicit for one word), My Dying Letter, Broken Heart, My Secret, Leave me alone, In the end, Single for life, The Secret Lover Part 1, Why I Will Die, Never Again, Forever Gone, I miss you, What you don't know (Extended Version), My pain in the world, When you left I died, Broken, I Love You,
 

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