Poetry

I've
been trying to conceal
what
my heart truly feels
behind
this wall of pretentions
which
control all my actions
 
When
you turned away you didn't hear me mumble
those
words that took part of my preamble
caught
up in this feeling of disdain
the
tears I shed were hidden by the heavy rain
 
Fed
up with all this misery
now
my hopes are swiftly flown away
far
away that no one can reach
even
a voice with the highest pitch
 
Why
did i gamble my heart?
even
though I know you can break it apart,
call
me blind, call me selfish,
despite
it all my love for you will never perish.
 
But,
should it be you?
the
one that i have to let go,
or
should it be him?
in
oblivion, be buried like an evanescent beam...