LAMDA

self-love

why settle for less, when you can have more;why settle for the worse, when you can have the best;why settle for being the last, when you can be the first;why settle for a foolish game, when you can just sit back and relax;people are like things, invaluable and useless things are always taken away and junked,
while those with sentimental value, worn out or not,
are those which are always chosen to be kept and treasured.....

let go

Letting go doesn't only mean that you gave up, 
Sometimes it only implies that you just wanted a time to think, grow up, explore and know yourself even more...

wrong conviction

Making convictions that the WRONG person could be the RIGHT person for you is like believing that you passed the exam when you actually failed on it...

BELIEVE

Never be captivated by anyone,
Just live yourself
As the way you are,
Believe in your heart and mind,
Believe in your own prowess,
Just do your thing! 

Confusedly Undecided

I've
been trying to conceal
what
my heart truly feels
behind
this wall of pretentions
which
control all my actions
 
When
you turned away you didn't hear me mumble
those
words that took part of my preamble
caught
up in this feeling of disdain
the
tears I shed were hidden by the heavy rain
 
Fed
up with all this misery
now
my hopes are swiftly flown away
far
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'TIL I FOUND YOU

Once I thought that everything was all right, 
The air was cool and the moon was bright, 
I grew up thinking of nothing else, 
Nothing else, but myself.
 
I closed my eyes to think
In my life I found nothing
Is the world wrong or am I? 
That I found nothing to be inspired by.
 
I wished and longed for
To be with someone near a shore
Gazing at the stars that shine above
Hoping that it will be an everlasting love.
 
The days of waiting has ended
When this lad came and changed my life instead
Who gave me the reasons to live
And to the power of love I should believe.
 
Now I know that my heart belongs
To the lad who suddenly came along
Who showed me the beauty of life
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ABRUPT

It started on a warm twilight, 
when you captivated me until midnight, 
now being hurled by your shadow, 
just makes my heart feel so hollow.

Don't know what to put inside, 
to make this miserable feeling subside, 
suppressed by all my frights, 
seemed like a nightmare at night.

Thought I'll be able to unwind, 
but in this depth of misery i am deeply intertwined, 
for me you're really like an opium, 
every doze of you gives a kick on my cerebellum.

Now, I just want to have a clarity, 
in this undying insanity, 
that is choking me inside, 
with confusion rumbling on my mind.

Because memories of you bring shiver on my spine, 
as i sip the cup of this blood red wine, 
when everything's gushing fast through my veins, 
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