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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 29 października 2012

Chicago In Dreams





 took the 56 bus downtown 
to a place once real, 
or at least in imagination. 
The flat windows and cold steel 
that scraped against the winter sky 
felt like human parking lots 
hanging over the abandoned shoulders 
of people running back and forth, 
while the homeless sold newspapers 
no one cared enough to read. 
A city lived only in imaginations 
by people without imaginations. 

I talked to old friends along a dirty river 
about nothing about a reoccurring past, 
their names slowly forgotten, names whitewashed 
into a tapestry of post-industrial bliss. 
I followed an address to my childhood: 
an empty void with escaping memories 
blowing in the lake effect wind. 

And when I awoke 
I walked forward... because 
there was no where else to go; 
tears were not worth the trouble.






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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 15 października 2012

Reflections In Muses





Am I insane? 

Blessed with trials 
of unclean angels 
perfected with imperfection, 
mirrors of experience 
reflected in a cracked iris. 

The holy face that follows 
comforts and watches over 
with a holy smile radiating 
in stark starry sleepless 
pre-dawn mornings intertwined 
in long walks to nowhere 
from Yuma to the Middle East 
with notebooks of noble philosophy 
holding hard against supernova 
storm clouds that sway blindly 
into unknown fiery revelations. 

Murdered with angry shotguns 
on the brink of failed hope 
as thousands and thousands of 
trumpeted bugles scream down hills 
in complete darkness one can only 
discover in slippery black sand. 

Slipping away on credit 
in imagined Spanish avenues 
that continue on until irrelevance 
is no longer a petty comfort 
to watch pretty girls 
dance on giddy toes 
refraining "This is how I am" 
thinking about strategy, conquest 
the science of sex, and 
the next fix. 

This is for you Priya Shah 
This is for you John Caltagirone 
This is for you John Bouse 
because this life is not for 
petty meaningless us, we 
pointless chroniclers of 
what we strive to be with 
words destined to fade slowly 
in the utter blankness 
of pre-dawn mornings cursed 
with the comfort of self-important 
tarnished abstraction obssesed 
with structure, form, and 
stark raving expression. 
Without you we are nothing.






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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 6 października 2012

Shadow Of A Tornado





Tornados form in the distance,   
products of wild imaginations   
on rolling highways.  Wisps   
of nipples barely swirling   
from green clouds turning above   
God´s country in opposite directions   
with unspoken understanding that   
the plains are there only in preparation   
for gloomy sunlit Kansas desert doldrums,   
and the people on this tapestry blanket   
only do his bidding here.   
  
Screaming yelling kicking   
in the absolute silence of corn fields   
connected by straight lines dashed arbitrarily   
in the great empty vastness.   
Interstates, highways, country roads   
marked with letters numbers   
and towns unmoved with the strings   
of quaint dignified sleep   
with something lost in the madness   
of cities who have failed   
in their search for the authentic.   
  
Symbols, important things.   
Eagles in the sky encompassing everything,   
sometimes lifeless on the asphalt.   
Vultures salivating above rotted corpses,   
floating over South Dakota waterfalls   
that have always been there.   
The moons burning in infinite space   
guiding us in the darkness   
from Des Moines to Eldon.   
Harvest moons eating the stars   
like red giants,   
high blue ones atop   
the otherwise unknown   
in search of the spontaneous   
betrayed by great horizons.   
Small wood houses standing upright   
against dismissive winds running away east   
past the decay of another time eyeballing   
underneath shallow skin with gothic dignity.   
  
Deep into the night the world turns slowly,   
change is just euphemism for how quickly   
tommmorrow chooses to forget and ignore.






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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 6 października 2012

The Death Of Poetry, The Death Of Me





Oh world! (blah). Poets! What have you become? 
  
Directionless without Bréton´s authority 
Obscure like early Rimbaud 
museum pieces in the attic 
trapped on this plane, marking revolutions 
from bored jaded middle-classes. 
Alone on a stage with Kevin McCameron 
with no one to listen  or 
pass us by. 
              Western destruction imminent and passé. 
It is only best to speak in love poems 
sonnets, and prose of sweet rememberance. 
  
The sun sears asphalt on stop-and-go traffic. 
The heat smells not all different from colors 
in crowds of faces too unhealthy and beaten 
to see all the beautiful things just outside 
their frames of mind; characters only spoken to 
in old books and ideologies. 
  
The Meaning of life: 
To catch a glimpse of the waitress pretending not to notice 
the table full of torn notebook pages during happy hour, 
but you notice her 
                    and she held your hand in meditations 
that very morning. 
  
To teeter on the edge of obscurity because not all hope 
has yet been lost.  The universe exists in infinite space. 
The Bodhisvatta has a pleasant smile, straddling the body 
like a dripping wet sweatty naked woman in a blanket, 
the fourth dimension hidden by the other three 
  
length height volume. 
  
  
  
Poetry has done nothing for me. 
War made me fast and violent, 
          bloodied my knuckes with blistering cigarette burns. 
Death made me a man without dreams of 
towering cities over lakes and rivers. 
Spain made me human, fascinated by 
unscripted lives that moved still with time 
lacking purpose.    Priya taught me love 
risk and heartbreak.  To love is always best, 
To love unconditionally is always better. 
  
God taught me to never give in to astonishment, 
to understand what is directly in front, but 
can never be seen.   
                    Everything that has been written 
or will be written has already been written. 
Fear is control, Fearlessness is freedom 
We are only theater, extras trying to remember 
what it is that we´ve already heard.






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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 6 października 2012

Linger On





(You) 
Sublime and calm, 
pecking and cooing 
at the unseen side of my brain. 
A breathless hug pinning my body to the floor 
asking me to come hard and let go this time; 
sometimes it´s on the floor 
sometimes it´s on the bed 
sometimes it´s in a book of poetry. 
  
I hope and dread     but secretly wait 
for you to tickle me with your soft syllables 
  
to pull down my arms 
and massage my lungs 
until they fall on top 
of my broken heart. 
  
But 
you 
do 
nothing 
When you finish, 
you just dance around in the air 
hanging from a thread 
with your damascus sword. 
Blow me kisses on your tip toes 
  
and say: 
"It´s not time for that yet" 
  
I almost walked away yesterday, 
couldn´t quite cross the bridge! 
Maybe I will today, 
  
                     I hope. 






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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 6 października 2012

Is It Too Much To Ask






Is it to much to ask for something more than   
dopamine and ((pulsating)) cromatics   
  
beating and shaking   
against the walls   
counting time   
until   
your middle-aged 2 A.M. destiny...   
that never seems quite as good as it could be,   
and you´re left singing karaoke to a wall   
once your best years have passed you by   
while everyone else gets drunk   
fantasizing about   
the fear of yielding to other´s desires   
and you´re ass.   
  
Is it too much to ask for a little true love?   
  
Romance isn´t dead, but your bleached hair   
and fake tan are; standing helpless in the cross-rhythm   
of your insecure shoulders, just so you can complain   
about something else.  A rook in the relentless assault   
to commodify one of the last few things   
not ripped from our chests without anstesia just yet.   
  
I will not forget how to dance on thin membranes of air   
lifted by the scent of chivalry   
because not all is sucked out by:   
text speak and faux-paux dispositions stuck to listas   
and empty stares batting themselves to death   
looking for open doors to E-Classes and X5´s   
with drinks full of secret ingredients.   
  
Is it too much to ask for something beautiful   
that goes a little deeper than damaged flesh   
hung out to dry on glossy meat hooks?   
  
To care about something more tangible you obviously   
could never care enough to try an understand?






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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 6 października 2012

I am (not) Alone Today





I am alone today,     
Alone in a cobweb     
with friends clamoring     
from the kitchen to the porch.     
Alone in the jokes bouncing off antique windows,     
alone in my own smiles and laughs, and an ominous feeling     
I share with no one. I am anonymous;     
as a face in a dark pub     
comforting itself     
with feigned ignorance,     
much like the night before.     
    
Did I fall asleep?  Does it matter?  Do I care?     
    
    
    
It's said:     
Time heals, everything arrives at a rightful place.     
I know that already, it's hell.     
    
Yet I hope     
       I want to hope     
       I need to hope,     
if only day to day.     
I could write you, express my love in abstractions     
though you would not answer back, even if you want to.     
    
    
    
I feel your graceful movements   
as real as they always are,     
then you kiss me in the awkward moment, and kiss me again.     
I say stop, shutdown,     
clean off the beer cans     
stacked on the glass table     
    
and    you    put    your arms around me     
       
    just before I fall into you     
    
on a white leather couch     
because,     
        I can only hold on from afar,     
    
 






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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 7 czerwca 2012

Drunk On A Park Bench





I will sit here. 
Drink another beer 
smoke another cigarette, 
alone.  And contemplate 
nothing. 
  
Meanwhile, 
Drunk Punk Mike stands on his corner 
with his white witch wife 
talking about 1977 
when 
people were alive. 
  
Larribe the hippie 
drinks mint tea in the Jewish Quarter of Tangier 
talking about Katherine Hepburn and The Rolling Stones. 
  
The whore in Singapore I got drunk with 
who admonished me for feeling so so sorry for myself 
still sits there with her teenage face 
talking of beautiful things. 
  
and 
  
I will become this bench 
punctured with splinter wounds, 
watch man descend into chaos 
hoping for the rise of woman 
with a Teak smile. 
Then decompose like stagnant driftwood.




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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 7 czerwca 2012

Only To You






I promise I will 
smash unplane mirrors, 
let the stars align 
like all the times before 
with riddles cased in midieval stone 
and shared cups of tea 
as we fall into Saturn´s embrace 
without ever saying a word.




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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 6 czerwca 2012

I Promise I won´t Call You





The color of your eyes 
is as lost as your name. 
                  I refuse 
to look. 
  
The warmth of your arms 
does not make the bedroom 
feel any less cold. 
  
Before you spoon me 
just know... 
I´d rather not hurt you 
  
tommorrow.




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