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Matthew Bass
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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 28 lutego 2012

I Release Me

I´m fed up with the monotony
of waking up to the same routine
everyday;
the same problems
the same worries
the same aspirations
the same goals,
roaming like a nomad
drunk on the present
in the early hours
of this city, this lifestyle.

I´m fed up with having
all the time to do everything
without enough time for
anything, to spend another minute
not holding you
not being with you,
with being love sick.

I´m fed up with wealth
my social class, prosperity,
the white picket fence,
with experts
with America
with Europe,
with all the things
I´ve ever been taught.

I´m fed up with
always being distracted
by mindless distractions,
with T.V., fast food
and no one saying
what they really think,
with apathy and society.

I´m fed up with
being a nice young man
who will graduate from a top 100 school
who will make alot of money
who will make everyone proud
who will do the right thing

I´m fed up with poetry,
with having to scream
into the coffee-stained pages
of a notebook, and listen
to your crap because
you´ve memorized all the right words.


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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 24 lutego 2012

Mechanical Burn





Sometimes it becomes too much 
to drag this suitcase down the assmebly line, 
the same mechanical routine. 
   

re-read your e-mails everyday 
to soften the metal edges. 
  

consume, consume, consumed by lonliness 
waste, waste, wasting away slowly 
and 
pretend. 
  
nudged by an unnatural clock 
divided by twenty-four. 
  
maintained by the quality control department 
of an artificial deist authority. 
  
Why is it that everyone tells me, 
who do you think you are? 
  
There are standard operating procedures 
for everything for a reason
  

  
The world is not a stage, 
just a curtain call that breaks your back. 
  
  
It hurts not to see you everyday 
It hurts not to feel complete 
It hurts not to kiss you 
  
It hurts to call out 
in unrequited love.




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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 22 maja 2012

Cook County Juvenile detention center

The black and Brown kids locked in tiny pods 
banged their fists and penises against the plexiglass 
                "I´m gonna get outta here 
                 and rape yo whole family" 
  
and the white stooges just called them animals 
while they counted crisp bills to be spent 
on county board meetings in Hawaii, 
  
          and those poor kids wasted 
in a catch-22 without knowing 
nor caring to understand 
           the horrible game 
they´d been forced to play 
  
pretending not to think 
about their 16th birthdays. 
  
  
  
Sometimes rumors would filter back 
     "so and so was raped" 
     "so and so is in the hospital" 
  
"so and so is gettin off cos evidence 
     is circumstantial" 
  
Most never left their blocks, 
trains through other hoods 
were gauntlets 
and   
there were 12 hour days on the corner. 
  
They were handed pieces with promises 
that a couple years in juvi 
"wad´nt shit"; 
14 year olds don´t get tried 
as adults. 
  
  
  
Close to their 16th Birthdays 
they now scream like animals 
pretending not to think about 
what happens to boys to young to shave, 
and how many cigarettes a human being is worth.
 


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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 4 czerwca 2012

Stagnant Water Blues





The first drag sends you to space   
in the fog of cherry red light bulbs   
inside large windows of the meat market.   
Like a child, beckoned by the perfume   
of window taps: imagining what each one   
will feel like when you penetrate them   
as you count your money.   
  
After she kisses you good-bye   
you´ll fall into the stagnant water   
of a dirty canal that rusts   
white row boats bottom up,   
and for the first time you open   
your eyes wide closed.   
  
The second drag hugs you   
with gabled arms.  Its   
so hard! to speak when   
your abdomen vibrates   
and your throat burns   
more and more and-   
more.  Every breath   
a waterfall.   
  
The third drag is a tall dark bartender   
who expects a pick-up line you´ll never give   
as old men stop in for a morning pick-me-up.   
The third drag reminds Englishmen   
they once ruled the world   
with their pants around their ankles   
and hot dogs in their mouths,   
as well as everyone else.   
  
The fourth drag brings you back   
to a cup of Morroccan tea underneath   
an unknown blanket.




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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 20 lutego 2012

Death To Post Modernism: A World Fractured...Not Divided





Four handsome men   
sing lullabys:   
security   
oppurtunity   
pride   
defense.   
Four monsters   
bleed through the pores   
of a dapper´s mask:   
repression   
nationalism   
patriotism   
militarism.   
    
I have no pulpit   
no personal driver   
no mahogany table   
to rest my gut on.   
No money, no success   
no consciousness.   
No power, no control   
no more clothes;   
stolen from me at gunpoint.   
The pleasure spots on my flesh   
numbered and registered   
for quicker manipulation,   
others consume champagne   
while I drink table wine   
and pretend.   
    
Panic drips from windows, the scent   
of black and white talking pictures,   
torture victims and their genitals   
scrubbed with black colored pencil   
hidden behind a bubbling white veil.   
I am not alone in the streets   
with my gas mask and dry heaves   
as long as the mob runs   
in the same direction.     
But as long as the chassis   
are heard in the distance   
we are all on our own.




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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 19 lutego 2012

I(fall)











like ashes 
dripping from the cherry 
of a forbidden cigarette, 
on a cold morning 
drunker than I intended 
to be. 

The bile 
builds up 
in the back of my throat 
as I hover helplessly 
over the toilet, 
wishing my stomach 
would make a decision. 

I have never been lonelier 
in this bathroom 
pondering the point, 
of all this! 
While I try to recover 
what has been redacted 
from my memory, 
then find the courage 
to look back in the mirror, 
and continue on till 
tommorrow. 

Sixty-Four days 
since the descent 
began, and the bottom 
still seems like an illusion 
although I know it´s there 
waiting in the darkness 
keeping close watch 
over the other half 
of my soul.




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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 1 marca 2012

Blanket

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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 8 marca 2012

Poetry On A Bus: March 8th 2012 Repeated

Why do you revile!
this book of poetry
I read?
 
Why do your stubby
fingers shake! with
anger?
 
Why does your upper lip quiver?
as your blood pressure
rises! Spatially imprisoned,
conditioned to beleive
beauty is useless and unproductive.
 
Can´t you understand!  Your
ugliness is as beautiful as
this book of poetry I read
you so revile.
 
I am, you are
citizens of a black mass
on Gray´s gray line
from infinity to infinity
Like Bus Stops on the circular
getting on at one stop
getting off at another,
while the bus travels on
full of Abuelas yelling:
Puerta! Puerta! Puerta!
when the driver refuses
to move slow enough
for their bones.
 
 
 
History has gotten over you.
The next generation has gotten over you.
Someday, I will get over you.
But, will you one day get over you.
Idolatry comes in subtle forms
and consumerism is not the engine,
but you, you alone, are stupid enough
to believe the Bus Stops begin and end
with tri-corner mythology.
 
I was once your Marine-Hero
burning, raping, pillaging,
killing; feeding the grass
the blood that makes it grow.
Carried those stereotypes
proudly upon my chest
above and left of my heart
you lap up like a dog
in those thoughtless
box-movie theaters.
 
Like all good Marines I
called myself a christian,
though I probably wasn´t.
And all good christians
called me christian
because
a scourge called Islam was upon us,
burning, raping, pillaging
killing; not so different  
from us.
And God would forgive me
for the seventeen-year old asian Girls
I wore through like second-hand clothes,
though they fall in love and feel
their hearts break much like us.
I could drink a case of beer,  run
up recon ridge then tell you to
"Shut The Fuck" with the best,
 
                       but
tonight I´d rather drink tea
and read the book of poetry
you so revile!  The endless
rounds of cheap beer become
harder to recover from the
closer I push thirty, and
Wednesday´s are for Yoga.
You will always be welcome
on my property, after all
we are a society and communism
has been dead for twenty years.
I´ve seen it´s obituary!
I´ve seen it´s headstone!
I´ve seen it´s occupied
burial plot.  You can stop
and take a punjabi breath
 
alone, together, indifferent
with one another   on the same gray line.


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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 10 marca 2012

Hurt Feelings Aside,











stupid audiences are no worse than 
boring poets,boring musicians, boring artists 
boring philosophers. 

If the world is  a stage, 
the audience: (you) amoral nymphs 
gorging off the sangría 
pouring out  of my wrists. 
I am a prostitiute. 

We´ll clank our glasses together 
and taste smooth full-bodied delusion, 
lay the cornerstone the next eleven steps 
are bulit upon. 

Eternal life Moral enlightenmnet 
all crocks one in the same, 
but you will still fade away 
like blood thirsty citizens 
swayed to and fro with the prose 
of sweet idiots like me. 

I am no vanguard 
nor should you pat yourselves on the back 

but digress 
I, 
          because 

that cute guy in the corner checking you out 
is really saying 
                "She have wide hips, she give many babies". 

that cute girl smiliing and tussling her hair 
is really saying 
                "He have broad shoulders, he hunt many antelope". 

and 

all I really want is a spear to kill things with, 
marking my territory on the walls with out 
getting arrested, scratch my balls in public, 
naked like pre-historic man. 

and 

six months from now you will love this poem 
on a different night, in a different bar, no different from this 
swathing into another more pretentious than the next 

cursed by sirens singing on the rocks 
about cusps, futures, selfish revolutions 
taking vacations to the margins 
with that so typical 
Wicker Park mentality.




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Matthew Bass

Matthew Bass, 10 marca 2012

Flash Flood





The muscles tighten 
The chest protrudes 
The shoulders broaden 
          The endorphins 
                          fly 
                             spin 
                        race 
                                 absorb 
                              shake 
                                    blow-up 
                    r   i   p    a    p     a   r    t 
                                   stream 
                         run 
                                          absorb: 
brighter, higher, amplified 
                            like the 4th of July 
  
moving to one heartbeat increasing, Increasing, Increasing! 
  
to 
a climax 
  
choking happily on drunk-red fleshy spots 
  
steady drumbeats moving with steam whistles 
pushed down a mountain like a free falling object 
  
momentum 
        momentum 
                 momentum 
                          momentum 
                                   momentum 
  
quicker 
quicker quicker 
quicker quicker quicker 
quicker quicker quicker quicker 
quicker quicker quicker quicker quicker 
  
making toes curl in the imagination 
ruptured by the blink-




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