The Truth Is An Illusion

Somewhere along the way I've lost my sense
I made you imaginary more than just a friend
I don't know what you mean to my heart
But there you'll always have a special part
 
Realizing something's different made
Me step few steps backwards and wait
For phase to go away I was scared
If letting you know I'd lose you as a friend

I guess it just happened to open my eyes
To see how much it means to have you in my life 
If letting you know I'm quite sure you'd understand
But do I really love you only as my dearest friend?