Lonely Teddy Bear

Some times it’s hard not to feel unwanted. Like a Teddy bear with no child to snuggle him at night. He’s been alone every night, ever since his child left him on the shelf and forgot. The lonely bear is by himself in the dark, wishing that someone would hold him through one more night. But yet, I’ve never seen a teddy bear cry when he feels alone and abandon.
I could only wish I was as strong as the soft sweet teddy bear and be able hold myself together when I’m alone in the dark, feeling abandon, and totally unwanted by the one I love.

It's gods

Everything I own, 
Everything I've seen, 
Everything I want. 
Is not, will not, and can not be mine.

Everything is gods.
he lets me see the world that is filled with his majesty.
He gives me a reason to live my life and to worship him.

Letting her go

It hurt so much, 
When she foolishly dumped me.
I wanted to fall to my knees when she told me it was so.
But I couldn’t be so selfish and cry over my own loss.
I had to be strong for her when she started to cry.
The sadness in her voice was hard to bear.
I held her close for the last time in this life.
I didn't make a sound, tell she had left.
I fell apart uncontrollably,
Crying.