why did you leave

Why is it hard to get over you?
You been gone almost 4 years now.

I still cry that night,
I still feel the pain,
I still need you...

But you left me when i needed you,

You were my hero!
You were so strong

I was only 14 and
I looked up to you.

Then you go on leaving me

In this confusing world with no friends
October comes and i just cant help it .

But think of you .

People say it gets better but it doesn’t
The time just numbs the pain.

 Of you being gone...