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patty turner, 23 december 2011
the secret of my heart
The secret of my heart.
No one knows it,
But would you care if i spilled it all out?
That i’m broken inside
and i can’t fix it alone.
i need you to save me from.
tonight......
i will disappear in the darkness
if you cared you would follow,
follow you’re heart
and follow me..
save me from the pain
save me from the sadness
just save my life
every time i’m near you
my heart feels alive again
so would you save me
from tonight?
patty turner, 28 december 2011
why did you leave
Why is it hard to get over you?
You been gone almost 4 years now.
I still cry that night,
I still feel the pain,
I still need you...
But you left me when i needed you,
You were my hero!
You were so strong
I was only 14 and
I looked up to you.
Then you go on leaving me
In this confusing world with no friends
October comes and i just cant help it .
But think of you .
People say it gets better but it doesn’t
The time just numbs the pain.
Of you being gone...
patty turner, 24 december 2011
fallen angle
You used to be my angle,
But you much of fallen
Because you broken down
Giving me the cold shoulder,
You became so cold
You where a sweet angle.
You stop caring about me
I was confused
You told me you cared but i guess that was a lie.
But i got over the rueful of losing you,
I got a new
I will not be disheartened to lose him
Like i did with you!
patty turner, 27 february 2013
winter's song
with winter comes the birds leave,
the colors disappear.
everything looks gray,
with snow comes silents.
you stand in the cold,
the warmth slowly goes away.
the snow gets colder in the darkness.
then you hear it...
a howl of a dog in pain,
you listen to his sad song.
of loneliness.
patty turner, 28 july 2012
losing
The sadness is over powering,
It makes me stay in place.
The sadness makes everything empty to me.
I got num to ever painfull comment.
The love i didn't get,
But...
Everytime i try to love i lost it...
I'm losing control,
Yelling and throwing.
Saying what i should keep to myself.
So i lose...
I lose everything i have.
My trust,
My love,
My hopes,
My only friend
Because you're gone and never coming back.
patty turner, 24 december 2011
the angle in white
The angle in white dress with the golden hair,
With the voice of sweet song bird.
Follows me where you go.
She the light when its dark out.
She try’s to keep me safe.
The day i got hurt she wasn’t there to help me back up.
She realized, she was only a ghost.
she can’t keep me safe.
So send me...
The best thing she though at can keep me safe,
The person i would go to for anything!
The person that knows im sad before i could say it,
The person that i can trust with my hope and dreams,
The angle of white sent him to me but i didn’t feel his trust.
He slowly sneaked into my life,
And won my trust.
He my best friend and can thank the angle of white
for that.
Now i have two angles to kept me safe.
patty turner, 24 december 2011
the heaven's
She makes the heaven’s looks gorgeous
She makes the water flow even,
She makes the birds sing,
She makes the rainbow come out after it rains.
She the sun i see very day
She the wind that blows at the sea
Even she gone,
I feel her very where i go.
I hear her voice in the wind
I see her smile on a sunny day,
Her laugh echos in the hills,
Very thing very where
I feel her smile on me.
patty turner, 18 october 2012
autumn falls
The days are cold,
The leaves are falling.
The smiles are going gray,
The days are going black.
The seasons change,
The times change.
The days are cold,
The war is raging on.
The pain is showing in the eyes.
They fall like the leaves one by one,
To the winds hits.
You can only see red,
Like the autumn leaves.
Those leaves will fall,
into the sea of sorrow.
you will never see again.
patty turner, 5 october 2012
winter water
everything she cares about,
is slowly,
painfully,
coldly,
disappearing from her lonely life she has...
day after day lying in the same place,
looking that the blue sky.
how much it changed in those years.
lying there in pain,
feeling warmth from the tears she cry.
the snow slowly fall on her;
you see the water rushing down
then.
you see her jump and disappear in the winter water.
patty turner, 26 january 2012
hell or heaven
i try and try again
but
I’m in the same place
same four walls
same colors..
they say hell is all rocks and fire
but is it really?
these four colorless walls
these drama filled life
this craziness world of are
this place
well...
it could be hell or heaven
I’m still trying to figure it out
when your here its heaven
but when you’re gone its hell
i want to yell that you
and show you how i feel because
no words can explain how i feel for you
and how i love you and care for you
if anything happen to you i would die
Latest comments:
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Weronika
Boli bo rektoskop to nie gadżet analny, więc
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Jutro jest niewyrażalne i nie do odgadnięcia.
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violetta
Drzewka do jedzenia:)
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Tak;)
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kb
złotej*
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kontoler żłotej poświaty
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samo życie, każdy swoje brudy ma, lepsze czy
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romantyczny to romantyczny, prawdziwy taki
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