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patty turner, 29 june 2017
darkness
darkness,
its all i see.
my path is clouded,
its closing in.
I'm lost.
the light is gone,
the panic is setting in.
i dont know where to go.
you said it was grief,
YOU LAIR!
I'm suffering,
I'm so tried.
I'm losing my mind,
is this my fate?
to be stuck in darkness,
and never see the light again?
patty turner, 8 november 2013
Finally Reunited
she screams in pain,
like she never felted before.
she opened her eyes...
but there nothing but darkness,
and the felling of a cold knife,
going down her spin.
she cried in pain,
only to realized it wasn't even real.
she couldn't tell anymore,
she's lost in time,
she became like a puppet.
then she saw it.
a small light,
it was getting bigger and bigger.
then the girl saw her mother glowing in the light.
she smiled,
the mother hugged her like ther was no tomorrow.
saying " sorry I'm here now"
all the girl could say was
"about time"
they walked into the light,
never letting go of her mother's hand.
then the light slowly disappeared.
patty turner, 25 september 2013
The Mask
are you blind that you can't see it?
the pain,
the suffering,
the tears.
behinde the mask i show.
am i good at hiding it?
or...
are you just blind?
i...i...j.. just can't
break the mask.
if you want my mask off
"THEN TAKE IT OFF!"
warm your way into my heart,
and take it off.
but..
would you bare my sins?
would you bare my pain?
would you throw yourself into my darkness?
are you willing to bare it all?
are you be afaird of what's behind the mask?
afraid of what the truth is...
a monster hidden inside
patty turner, 4 june 2013
Blood Moon Cruise
She was walking in a path of cherry tree's
The moon hits the tree's with it's redlight.
On the top of the hill,
Their is an old cherry tree.
She sees a young man.
He was holding some rope in his hands,
He slowly and greacefully put it around his neck.
he kick the box underneath him.
With the cherry blossoms in the wind,
With the red moon shining bright,
With the cool spring air.
She screamed,
but...
when she got there,
no one was their.
patty turner, 16 march 2013
her voice
she is screaming in pain.
no one can hear her,
no one is trying,
no one cares.
she can't see.
darkness is all around her,
the cold creeps up on her.
the only warth is the tears she sheds.
the darkness is still and silent.
she runs and runs,
it's pure darkness.
she can't find away out.
patty turner, 27 february 2013
winter's song
with winter comes the birds leave,
the colors disappear.
everything looks gray,
with snow comes silents.
you stand in the cold,
the warmth slowly goes away.
the snow gets colder in the darkness.
then you hear it...
a howl of a dog in pain,
you listen to his sad song.
of loneliness.
patty turner, 28 november 2012
days in the maze
day by day you're getting lost in this maze,
every wrong turn gives you pain.
its slowly making you go insane.
you don't know what real whats fake;
you see a little girl in red drinking some tea.
being confused you ask her if she knows how to get out,
she looks you up and down.
then she screams bloody murder.
the heges turn to blood,
the sun goes black,
the sky goes gray.
then you fell it,
its cold but warm yet you don't know what it is.
then you look down and she had your heart in her hands,
everything is going black.
you hear her laughing,
then she whisper in your ear saying.
"this is what you get for hurting mommy."
patty turner, 9 november 2012
red snow
the snow started to fall,
you see her looking up.
then you notice she was crying.
you want to confort her,
but you don't know her.
you think she would be okay,
if you just leave without notice.
but your body starts moving on it's own.
you're getting closer and closer to her.
then you notice she is covered in blood.
you're afraid to ask if she is okay,
she looks at you in hate.
without notice she stabs you.
she started to when when you fell to the ground,
the last thing you see is...
her running away,
the snow was getting thicker with your blood.
patty turner, 18 october 2012
autumn falls
The days are cold,
The leaves are falling.
The smiles are going gray,
The days are going black.
The seasons change,
The times change.
The days are cold,
The war is raging on.
The pain is showing in the eyes.
They fall like the leaves one by one,
To the winds hits.
You can only see red,
Like the autumn leaves.
Those leaves will fall,
into the sea of sorrow.
you will never see again.
patty turner, 5 october 2012
winter water
everything she cares about,
is slowly,
painfully,
coldly,
disappearing from her lonely life she has...
day after day lying in the same place,
looking that the blue sky.
how much it changed in those years.
lying there in pain,
feeling warmth from the tears she cry.
the snow slowly fall on her;
you see the water rushing down
then.
you see her jump and disappear in the winter water.
patty turner, 5 september 2012
the light
I miss that light,
That cames from the darkness.
The warmth of that light.
Is the misfortune I have,
It makes me clan when I'm sad.
That light makes me smile,
Like a child with candy.
This light is not a car light,
nor a light that comes from electicity.
It's the light of the heaven's,
It's the angel that watches over me.
when i sleep at night...
patty turner, 27 august 2012
above all
On that summer night.
The stars were above us,
The night was cool.
Running around in the summer night...
Bad things can happen on cool nights,
People cry on those cool nights.
That bright stars above us are the people,
That bad things happen to them those stars.
Are the people we losted are the summer stars.
Those stars will soon fade away...
patty turner, 7 august 2012
whispering
She stands on the bridge.
Watching the water under her.
Thinking about everything she losted,
Then she jumped...
Every happy monment,
Every sad moment,
everything flashed before her eyes!
Then she hits the cold water with a splash.
She was spinning.
Around and around,
Feeling something warm on her chest,
She opens her eyes..
Seeing the one she loves holding her close
The last words she heard said...
"Why would you leave me?"
patty turner, 28 july 2012
losing
The sadness is over powering,
It makes me stay in place.
The sadness makes everything empty to me.
I got num to ever painfull comment.
The love i didn't get,
But...
Everytime i try to love i lost it...
I'm losing control,
Yelling and throwing.
Saying what i should keep to myself.
So i lose...
I lose everything i have.
My trust,
My love,
My hopes,
My only friend
Because you're gone and never coming back.
patty turner, 12 july 2012
remembering
Looking at you
Wondering why we are friends?
Because you are you,
I am lonely, needed me.
It kills me!
Because you remind me of her...
You make me smile,
You make me laugh when I want to cry,
You make the pain go away,
You clam me down when im about to break.
Like she did.
Remembering that night,
makes me smile.
Because it made me feel so close to you
You're more then a friend to me..
Because you're like a brother to me
patty turner, 9 july 2012
alone
since i been out of this school
i haven't felt lonely...
because i am alone,
alone in this dark room
screaming and crying,
wondering.
why im so lonely?
thinking of my past
his face showed no emotions
her body showed no heat,
no tear's to the day i see
her lying there with no heat.
it's repeating itself...
crying in pain because of no heat,
crying because of his face shows in my dreams,
i always wondered...
what's my meaning in this life of mine
who am i?
in this "body" of mine?
patty turner, 21 june 2012
the daze
in a summer daze
the wearm kissing sun
turns in to a nightmare
in a blink an eye
the sky turns gray
the ocean goes red
people will be screaming
children will be crying
people will be dying
because the monster
thought you were its
dinner
patty turner, 26 january 2012
hell or heaven
i try and try again
but
I’m in the same place
same four walls
same colors..
they say hell is all rocks and fire
but is it really?
these four colorless walls
these drama filled life
this craziness world of are
this place
well...
it could be hell or heaven
I’m still trying to figure it out
when your here its heaven
but when you’re gone its hell
i want to yell that you
and show you how i feel because
no words can explain how i feel for you
and how i love you and care for you
if anything happen to you i would die
patty turner, 18 january 2012
fading away
Every time I see you or think about it...
your leaving me,
I’m happy for you...
But!
I’m sad for the friendship we made
Is going to fade away.
You will forget about me?
You will move on and do better.
I be gone where no one knows,
Everyone forgets the quit ones.
But will you remember i needed saving?
From the darkness that in my head.
You know your the only person thats keeping me here.
From making myself a bigger loner then i am..
I... I... hope i will stay in your heart when we go are own ways.
patty turner, 28 december 2011
why did you leave
Why is it hard to get over you?
You been gone almost 4 years now.
I still cry that night,
I still feel the pain,
I still need you...
But you left me when i needed you,
You were my hero!
You were so strong
I was only 14 and
I looked up to you.
Then you go on leaving me
In this confusing world with no friends
October comes and i just cant help it .
But think of you .
People say it gets better but it doesn’t
The time just numbs the pain.
Of you being gone...
patty turner, 24 december 2011
the angle in white
The angle in white dress with the golden hair,
With the voice of sweet song bird.
Follows me where you go.
She the light when its dark out.
She try’s to keep me safe.
The day i got hurt she wasn’t there to help me back up.
She realized, she was only a ghost.
she can’t keep me safe.
So send me...
The best thing she though at can keep me safe,
The person i would go to for anything!
The person that knows im sad before i could say it,
The person that i can trust with my hope and dreams,
The angle of white sent him to me but i didn’t feel his trust.
He slowly sneaked into my life,
And won my trust.
He my best friend and can thank the angle of white
for that.
Now i have two angles to kept me safe.
patty turner, 24 december 2011
fallen angle
You used to be my angle,
But you much of fallen
Because you broken down
Giving me the cold shoulder,
You became so cold
You where a sweet angle.
You stop caring about me
I was confused
You told me you cared but i guess that was a lie.
But i got over the rueful of losing you,
I got a new
I will not be disheartened to lose him
Like i did with you!
patty turner, 24 december 2011
the heaven's
She makes the heaven’s looks gorgeous
She makes the water flow even,
She makes the birds sing,
She makes the rainbow come out after it rains.
She the sun i see very day
She the wind that blows at the sea
Even she gone,
I feel her very where i go.
I hear her voice in the wind
I see her smile on a sunny day,
Her laugh echos in the hills,
Very thing very where
I feel her smile on me.
patty turner, 23 december 2011
the secret of my heart
The secret of my heart.
No one knows it,
But would you care if i spilled it all out?
That i’m broken inside
and i can’t fix it alone.
i need you to save me from.
tonight......
i will disappear in the darkness
if you cared you would follow,
follow you’re heart
and follow me..
save me from the pain
save me from the sadness
just save my life
every time i’m near you
my heart feels alive again
so would you save me
from tonight?
patty turner, 23 december 2011
before i die
when they founded my body.
did you cry?
do you miss me?
you said you would..
but you stopped protecting me.
i didn’t know what to do?
i panic!
i didn’t have you to clam me down.
i couldn’t live with out you.
you were my rock.
i was thinking that it couldn’t hurt you.
because you wasn’t there.
but i hurt you the most!
i though you hated me.
we weren’t friend anymore.
when you were gone i closed right back up.
you were the only person i could open up too.
you probable sitting there crying.
wishing that you had protected me
from myself.
you were to late for me!
do you feel all the sadness
going throw your body?
guess what that how i felt before i died.
patty turner, 23 december 2011
in ruins
I’m in ruins,
Feeling all the pain I have.
I don’t feel you’re touch anymore.
It feels like we are in different words!
You’re sprit follows me
We try to save each other,
It ended with death...
You’re gone like
Like a sunny day in May.
You had to be the hero?
Now I’m here alone.
holding you close knowing...
I lost you,
Your body is so warm.
I’m covers in you’re blood.
The pouring rain comes and goes.
But i know your soul is mine to keep.
The red and blue lights comes rushing to us.
But it was to late
You died in my arms.
Latest comments:
4 may 2024
Weronika
Boli bo rektoskop to nie gadżet analny, więc
4 may 2024
Jutro jest niewyrażalne i nie do odgadnięcia.
3 may 2024
violetta
Drzewka do jedzenia:)
1 may 2024
Tak;)
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kb
złotej*
1 may 2024
kontoler żłotej poświaty
1 may 2024
samo życie, każdy swoje brudy ma, lepsze czy
1 may 2024
romantyczny to romantyczny, prawdziwy taki
1 may 2024
ten ketchup to fakt, trzeba przypilnować przy
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interesujący przekaz, jak dla mnie o własnej
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ucieczka z przewidzianym powrotem to też stabilizacja...
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Nie jest niczym podyktowany:)
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