Seeing you beside me,
Is staying in a place where I wanted to be.
But I know its just a dream that im having,
a dream that keeps on destructing my mind when I was sleeping.
I used to cry,
when I remember how I said 'IM OKAY'
while tears are falling from my eye.
I didn't repent that I've loved you,
though in such you let go.
Now im trying not to do,
those things that can reminds me of you.
But how could I avoid those things,
that once made me happy because of you.
Everytime im writing a poem,
you exist in my mind.
am i doing a right step in moving on?
or im just crucifying myself by holding on?
all the things that I do,
only reminds me of you.