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im never going to find peace... im going to be scared for the rest of my life. i dont see why he'd even try to kill me. why he was choking me and drowning me... especially when im pregnant with his baby... he told me he loved me... but now its up to me to send him to jail or let him go free and i cant just think about myself i have to think about the baby but i can't trust him with our baby... i dont know what to do... there's something wrong inside his head and his parents said they're trying to get him help but i dont know if they are... i still love him so much i care about him but i cant think about him or myself i have to think about the baby...
i no longer feel pain when you enter my mind and i no longer long for you i only long for wat we used to have though im sure the one i have now can give me more then wat you did
Okay, so a few days ago this guy is texting me, my exs best friend. Now me and him had a day together and that's how things got all screwed up. That day was 15 days ago and it's stuck in my head. Now he had lied to me saying he didn't have a girlfriend and everything else and this weekend he was saying he wanted me, he really likes me. I have a boyfriend now and I was telling him no and that he had his chance bacause i had told him how i felt after that day... I had felt something for him, something I couldn't place. Now I know I'm young and everything but I know when I feel something. My ex, well at the time when that day happened I wasn't over him. He ended up finding out what had happened and it ruined what I thought could be. The thing is I don't regret it and I guess because if I hadn't had that one time with his best friend, I wouldn't have realized that it was possible for me to move on because now I have someone else.
