The reason for starting a blog was to remember lessons I have forgotten. It helped me but now life have changed so much that, that blog represents a collection of my old self combined together. Like a mirror far away reflecting someone I am unable to see or feel. I read somewhere that to destroy a person just throw drasticting changes towards them and after a while they'll be finished.
But one thing I know somehow, that I must not give up and must carry on this battle. I have to and I must. I have to then save some pieces of myself in a safe place where no one will find them.
With hope and Smiles... i begin.. step by step.