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Kahlia Mazacalletti, 26 sierpnia 2013
26 sierpnia 2013, poniedziałek ( My Friends )
My friends are very special to me, they give me insight and love. I will always treasure them......
I know today is going to be a good day just because I woke up this morning...always count your Blessings as you never know...Life is just a Whisper.
Remain STRONG, Perservere, do not let anyone or (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 12 sierpnia 2013
12 sierpnia 2013, poniedziałek ( Just Today..... )
Today is the 10th anniversary of my Father's death......
I will celebrate his life as I feel that he is in an awesome, beautiful place, you can only grieve so long and have to figure out WHAT kind of person were they? He was awesome and NEVER said a bad word about anyone...
why should He? (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 25 lipca 2013
25 lipca 2013, czwartek ( I am doing fine.... )
I would like to note that my last diary entry was sad and frustrated, I am feling more positive and glad that I have a format to express my emotions...it seems like time is moving so fast. It is Already July and I remember Christmas shopping? I don't know where the time goes, except to say, (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 1 czerwca 2013
1 czerwca 2013, sobota ( Starting Over.... )
My life was empty when you went away...like loosing your best friend
I always put trust and believed in you.......where did I go wrong?
These days have been great ones as I filled your head
And your ego...you are not my friend, just a passing in the dark
I can either let myself be hurt or pick up (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 25 kwietnia 2013
25 kwietnia 2013, czwartek ( SO, Done with it )
I was very frustrated for a few days. Now I am just puzzled. A good friend of mine went out of town and I have heard from them ONCE???? I understand that they could be extremely busy but a 5 minute phone call? HELLO...........I am very hurt by their lack of concern for someone who was there (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 6 kwietnia 2013
7 grudnia 2013, sobota ( Enough already )
I have sat back and took a back seat to what is going on.
I think sometimes people forget others. Have you?
It seems as though ever since you have been away, I hear nothing.....
I care about what happens to you; no emails, no notes, nothing.
Are you OK? I hope so. This is a bit awkward to (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 5 kwietnia 2013
7 kwietnia 2013, niedziela ( What's Up? )
I am having a good day...that is all that I can ask God for. I miss my friend who has gone to do some business. I miss the letters, the emails and the poetry. I am sure they are busy. I just want a note telling me that they are OK.
I am saying a prayer for those still out there and lost. I (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 1 kwietnia 2013
2 kwietnia 2013, wtorek ( Summertime... )
My friend is still gone for a few weeks; finishing some things. I miss him. I hope everyone gets up like I did this morning and is seeing summertime. The grass is finally turning green and it is not as cold outside (compared to 23 degrees). Yesterday it was 70 degrees. I am doing excellent, (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 30 marca 2013
30 marca 2013, sobota ( Only Today )
I feel better today, this morning......my freind and I are OK.
Sometimes you assume something and it really is not what you thought it was
I wish I did not have abandonment issues, but after everything that has happened with my family...it is something of a work in progress. I miss my daily chats (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 27 marca 2013
26 marca 2013, wtorek ( Now What )
I have been writing to a person on this board. I feel as though when he is on here, he opens up. He gave me his phone number and I called him. He was distant, too busy to talk, could not talk???? What am I supposed to think? Well, I am not thinking anyone as I have to figure this out peacefully (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 24 marca 2013
24 marca 2013, niedziela ( YEAHHHHHH )
I just got a note from Goldie-she is so sweet and thoughtful. I am writing a poem but it is not done yet. I hope that it reaches some people out there. I miss talking to Louis...I may call him today. I am feeling soooo much better. My meds are working and I just feel good. It has been ann (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 23 marca 2013
23 marca 2013, sobota ( Untitled )
I woke up this morning, feeling wonderful. I have so much to be thankful for......People who love me comes to mind first...To Louis, I miss your notes and poetry but I also miss talking to you. I have posted one poem in the last 3 days. I think I have writer's block. Has happened before. (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 22 marca 2013
22 marca 2013, piątek ( It is ME again.... )
I feel so blessed, this morning I woke up and finally felt "normal". It was an experience about being detoxed off meds. I really believe that you are so in tune with yourself after you get off that stuff. Mine was Visteral and Topomax. Topomax for seizures and Visteral for anxiety. (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 22 marca 2013
22 marca 2013, piątek ( Live and Learn...... )
My new motto of the day is "live and learn". It seems as though I have been through quite a bit yesterday......and the days before that. It has made me humble and also very aware of other people's feelings. I feel like I have hurt someone without his consent. I have to get back (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 21 marca 2013
20 marca 2013, środa ( Hanging in there )
I have begun a personal challange and nobody won. I just got what I needed. My Steven is no longer upset about my emails to certain people on the site. WE had a VERY long talk last night about control. I cannot be controlled. I am only human and I may have made a few mistakes in my life but (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 18 marca 2013
18 marca 2013, poniedziałek ( What goes AROUND.... )
Louis and Goldie, I hope this finds you both well. I have decided to rebel. I am no longer angry, just a little frustrated. I will do the right thing no matter what. It is unjust to tell someone that they cannot write to other people. Jealousy is a monster but I really at this point, do not (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 17 marca 2013
17 marca 2013, niedziela ( Up all night )
I have been up all night, I am not even tired. My anger onverrides that. It is beyond my comprehension how a person can make your life so miserable, and continues to do so. You can LOVE many people for many reasons. Does that mean I cannot LOVE anyone. Even as a great, wondeful friend. I (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 17 marca 2013
17 marca 2013, niedziela ( Crying...... )
I have had to make myself unavailable to certain people. I HATE it. I cannot stand control issues or manipulation. Why at my grown up age do I feel like a prisoner in my own mind. I will never stop caring for these people, no one can control me. It is just temporary in nature. There all kinds (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 14 marca 2013
13 marca 2013, środa ( Time to unwind!!! )
I have been a little hyperactive since I am home. I think a lot of it is medication withdrawal. Just my observation. I want everyone to go buy at Barnes and Noble....Goldie Lopez's book is published and is there for you to get. It is full of great poetry and Goldie is really Golden. I (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 10 marca 2013
10 marca 2013, niedziela ( Sleepless in St. Louis )
I justv woke up and it is 3am.....I woke up shaking and trembling for some odd reason. I think my new med is working as I am already feeeling better. ANXETY? Why on Earth would I have that? I can think of about 10 reasons........
I have been weaned -reweaned off meds. I think they are all (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 9 marca 2013
9 marca 2013, sobota ( I am wonderful...... )
Not meaning I AM WONDERFUL....meaning I feel great. I took my new med and so far no problems with it. It is supposed to help my anxiety....I woke up shaking from a horrid nightmare.....2 days ago......I was living in my car. People all around were laughing and then someone pulled a gun out and (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 9 marca 2013
9 marca 2013, sobota ( Spring has sprung.... )
Tonight the clocks go ahead 1 hour -ah, the beginning of spring. By the calender not officily.....but I am in a spring mood. I feel great.....have changed my meds but again but that's OK. I am just doing what my Dr. says and he is always right. I have the world's best DR....by (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 8 marca 2013
8 marca 2012, czwartek ( Free...... )
Today, I feel free, from critisicm, hate, lonliness and judgement. I will continue to do so. I feel as though 1000 pds. has been lifted off me. I am FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Yes. I am writing my book still and and a new poem. Will post it when done. My health is better and I feel wonderful. (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 6 marca 2013
6 marca 2013, środa ( THURSDAY )
Just for today, I will not grumble at those around me , no matter how I feel....it is important, they have feelings, too. I am in a very good spirit because I will be crowned a princess Thursday....my national day of serentiy. I love Thursday because it comes after wednesday, and tuesday and monday (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 2 marca 2013
2 marca 2013, sobota ( Thinking....... )
I am feeling better as I went through another illness, but it can always be worse...ALWAYS. I guess sometimes GOD tests us and we have to perservere; no matter what GOD will take care of us no matter what.
Isaiah 41:13-"For I am the Lord you GOD who holds your right hand, and Who says to you, (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 23 lutego 2013
23 lutego 2013, sobota ( I need sleep!!!!! )
Lately, I cannot sleep? I have been waking up at 3am, 4am etc. Maybe, it is just a phase I am going through or maybe I will never sleep again....Happy Saturday to everyone..........Hope evryone got some good rest!!!!!! Kahlia
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 21 lutego 2013
21 lutego 2013, czwartek ( Wanna go to Tahiti!!!! )
We are getting a winter storm today, a lot of snow, sleet and ice....I hope the power stays on. I don't like it when the power goes off. It is a real hassle for one thing and just plain inconvenient. It is supposed to start snowing around 12:00 CST and continue through midnight. I don't (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 16 lutego 2013
16 lutego 2012, czwartek ( Friends )
I am so grateful for my friends on truml......they are great writers and give me good feedback on my poetry. It is nice to have another opinion. God Bless you one and all............Kahlia
I hope all are having a joyous day.........................................
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 15 lutego 2013
14 lutego 2013, czwartek ( Valentine's Day )
Happy Valentine's Day to everyone......Hope all of you have a lover or someone to call your own. If not, GOD will bring them to you. Don't look too hard as you will not find the right person. I think this is true? Have a GREAT day...........Kahlia
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 6 lutego 2013
5 lutego 2013, wtorek ( Working )
I am at work....a lil boy just born 3 hours ago came into the NICU and he was in respiratory distress. It is sad to see, but he is doing fine , other than that. His mother is hysterical and no father to be found. She is young, only 17 and is a good mother. I wish that the father could be in the (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 4 lutego 2013
3 lutego 2013, niedziela ( Finally WELL-YEAH..... )
I am officially well........My meds are working, I am over the flu and I am back to work........life is good and getting better. I could be in a mood over something but GOD has everything under control. I am happy, have food, a house and everything I need...I have no complaints. I LOVE my new job. (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 3 lutego 2013
2 lutego 2013, sobota ( Back from the FLU.... )
I had a bad experience with something here and I have deciding to keep writing...........Why should anyone let anything make them quit??? They should not. It's that simple. So that is my story. Happy, Happy...............Good day everyone.....Kahlia
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 27 stycznia 2013
27 stycznia 2013, niedziela ( Wondering..... )
I have been wondering lately where my life is going......I am doing really well as far as my job, my mental state and my spiritual state. I am trying to figure out where to go next and then it hit me to leave it up to GOD. GOD always will guide me down the path HE wants me to go to. I think we (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 24 stycznia 2013
24 stycznia 2013, czwartek ( THE flu )
I have the flu...went to the Dr. yesterday and they took a rapid flu test and YEP, I have the bug.....I feel horrid. I probobly got it while I was in the hospital!!!!!! That makes sense. Chicken noodle soup and tylenol for me. As an RN, I know what to do...we are BAD patients, though. We try (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 18 stycznia 2013
18 stycznia 2013, piątek ( Feeling Better )
I am starting to feel a lot better....YEAH......I will probably go back to work week after next. I had a lot of time off so I just used it. I could get used to this!!!!! NOT REALLY!!!! I have been sleeping in and getting up about 9:30 which for me is a luxury. I also have been sitting around (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 16 stycznia 2013
15 stycznia 2013, wtorek ( I am FREE )
I am officially home from the hospital.....I would like to say Thank You to Ye Caterpillar for the comment you made. THANK YOU!!!!!! I realized how much of a toll the hospital took on me after I got home. They changed my meds and I do feel better-I am just praying and leaving the rest up to GOD. (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 15 stycznia 2013
14 stycznia 2012, sobota ( Hanging in There )
I am still in the hospital and I must say, it has been a long road......
The Dr's have attached electrodes attached to my head and they hurt and itch...it is still better than being in the ICU!!!! I was supposed to come home today. I guess that plan is out!!!!!!! I am just waiting for (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 10 stycznia 2013
9 stycznia 2013, środa ( I want to go HOME!!!!!! )
I have been in the hospital for 4 days and it seems like an eternity!!!! I would like to go home but my neurologist is saying NO. She said maybe on Monday. I have had 3 seizures and they have taken me off my meds for seizures ; hoping I will have more. That way they can determine what med I need (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 7 stycznia 2013
7 stycznia 2012, sobota ( Getting Ready to go.... )
I am supposed to be at the hospital by 8am.......I have been up since 2? I just can't sleep/I am not nervous. I slept today and am not that tired . I have to take a shower and get ready to go to the hospital, my bag is packed. I feel a lot more in tune with it now as I KNOW that they will (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 5 stycznia 2013
4 stycznia 2012, środa ( In the hospital )
I am going into the hospital Monday, Jan. 7th. My Neurologist thinks that I need to be there, so here goes.......I just want to get it over with....and then find out what he is going to do and come home. Sounds like I have that all figured out!!!!! Seriously, I am an RN and I HATE being in the (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 3 stycznia 2013
3 stycznia 2013, czwartek ( HMMMMMMM )
I cannot believe it is 2013, 2012 went by so fast. I am grounded from work until I go into the hospital and I am a litle bored. I keep waking up at 3am, 6am etc. 6am is not so bad but it is very weird outside at 6am. Of course, I have gotten flight calls at 3am but to just wake up and do NOT (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 31 grudnia 2012
31 grudnia 2012, poniedziałek ( NEW YEARS EVE )
I DON"T KNOW ABOUT ANYONE ELSE BUT.......I am staying home tonight!!!!!!!! It is supposed to snow 4 inches and I am not risking my life to get out there with drunken drivers etc. I guess I could go to someones home but I am staying in MY home!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY. I hope (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 30 grudnia 2012
29 grudnia 2012, sobota ( Today..... )
Today, I had an overwhelming desire to write, I have been on the computer a lot. Also, I packed for the hospital because I am on an on call list. I really do not feel well today, either. Something is troubling me but I cannot figure out what it is or where it is coming from? It is JUST THERE. (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 27 grudnia 2012
27 grudnia 2012, czwartek ( Post-Christmas )
It is two days after Christmas and I am waiting for the New Year!!! I cannot believe this year has gone by so rapidly. It is as if I looked down and back up and it was gone. WOW. I learned I will be going into the hospital Feb. 27th. It seems that they have a waiting list (?) to do this monitoring (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 25 grudnia 2012
25 grudnia 2012, wtorek ( It IS CHRISTMAS )
Today is it is Christmas anad I am grounded from doing simple things like taking a bath, driving etc...due to seizure precauitons but this is nothing compared to what is the DAY.
Just found out we are having a white Christmas and I love that, so beautiful. I got amazing gifts and openend them last night.
(... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 21 grudnia 2012
21 grudnia 2012, piątek ( The Hospital )
My Neurologist just called and told me he is admitting me to the hospital after the holidays......he does not like the fact that the meds are not controlling my partial seizures. He said my MRI showed lesions in the Temporal lobe. In layman's terms....temples. He said he might refer me to a (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 20 grudnia 2012
19 grudnia 2012, środa ( Grief )
It has taken me a few days to gather my thoughts about the 20 children and 6 adults shot........I am grieving for their families as I understand what murder is all about. I don't want to put myself in this situation now, as this is THEIR time.......it is apprehensible to think that someone could (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 12 grudnia 2012
12 grudnia 2012, środa ( My Book..... )
I finally have written some more of "Wounds". I had been so busy that I put it aside for awhile and I am glad that I am now able to concentrate on it again. It is making me happy. I love early morning; it is oh, so still and dark.......
It is very cold this A.M. and I have my coffee (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 10 grudnia 2012
10 grudnia 2012, poniedziałek ( Perking UP )
I have started feeling better about the holidays....I cannot change anything that has happened-that doesn't mean I don't care, I just cannot do anything about it. I can still miss my family, my best friend, etc. But I refuse to let it control my holidays. I think this year I have many (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 5 grudnia 2012
5 grudnia 2012, środa ( The Holidays )
Once again it is the holidays, everyone is in the stores...I am online shopping!!!!!!! I will never get in a car, and go to a store this time of year. CRAZY!!!!!!!! I have bought the presents I need to buy and am done with my shopping; however a sadness falls over me for all the people that I miss (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 11 listopada 2012
10 listopada 2012, sobota ( Stress?????? )
I went to the Dr. Yesterday and he was telling me how STRESS could contribute to seizures. I told him I was stress free. It seems as if everytime they cannot catch something on a test, i.e. EEG etc, if you are a woman, it is STRESS!!!!!! I am not stressed. WOW, now I am stressed from not being (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 2 listopada 2012
2 listopada 2012, piątek ( Seizures )
I have been having this thing called partial siezures where my eyes are involved. They are very scary and I am having a lot of testing done this coming week. At least before the holidays. I want to get something done about them as they affect my writing sometimes. I am writing a book and haven't (... więcej)
Kahlia Mazacalletti, 13 października 2012
8 października 2012, poniedziałek ( Columbus Day )
I started my diary today, as good as any other. I am meloncholy as it is a holiday and no mail ; while I wait for some important letters. They will arrive tomorrow, nonetheless. I have been very busy thinking about my patriotism to whom I shall vote for in the November election. Maybe neither. (... więcej)
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