pain

pain come
flow like a river
wash away my tears
flow like a blood through my body


penetrate through my heart
shower me like a rain
break me
construct me
for i have no reason to cry anymore

tommorow is mine by ntswaki mathebula

I might be nobody
but tommorow is mine
i might not know where i come from
but i know where i want to be

just listen
i had it all
been there, done that
now its time for me to be heared
to stand for myself
to dry my eyes
to fill the hole that is inside my heart
to forgive and forget
the time has come
to discover my own

so just listen
i am more than what i made off
i dont believe in you
i have been in hell and back
no more crying
i swept all my tears
i found myself
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a gun by ntswaki mathebula

I dont need a gun

to escape poverty

i dont need to be sucidal

to escape life

i dont need to be a prostitude

to perceive myself personable


I dont need to point fingers

In everything going astray in my life

i dont need to take drugs

to hide from reality

i dont need to be aggresive

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my all by ntswaki mathebula

I gave you my all

you gave me bruises

i kept turning and tossing

while you busy with booze


I told you someone is conceived

you vanished

i gave birth

you didnt care

i left

you felt humiliated

never thought i could grow weary someday

i am a black woman by ntswaki mathebula

I am a black woman
a true reflection of omama wami
i am who i am


I am a lady
who fights on what she believes in
i am a hardcore
i am a conquerer
i am more than what i made off
i am a rock
i crumble,stumble and fumble
i am stronger
harder than i am


I am black woman
i make mistakes and learn
i am beautiful in my own way
i am intelligent in my own way
i am special
i am a trophy
i treasure myself and ubuntu bam
and i am expressive