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im never going to find peace... im going to be scared for the rest of my life. i dont see why he'd even try to kill me. why he was choking me and drowning me... especially when im pregnant with his baby... he told me he loved me... but now its up to me to send him to jail or let him go free and i cant just think about myself i have to think about the baby but i can't trust him with our baby... i dont know what to do... there's something wrong inside his head and his parents said they're trying to get him help but i dont know if they are... i still love him so much i care about him but i cant think about him or myself i have to think about the baby...
i no longer feel pain when you enter my mind and i no longer long for you i only long for wat we used to have though im sure the one i have now can give me more then wat you did
Okay, so a few days ago this guy is texting me, my exs best friend. Now me and him had a day together and that's how things got all screwed up. That day was 15 days ago and it's stuck in my head. Now he had lied to me saying he didn't have a girlfriend and everything else and this weekend he was saying he wanted me, he really likes me. I have a boyfriend now and I was telling him no and that he had his chance bacause i had told him how i felt after that day... I had felt something for him, something I couldn't place. Now I know I'm young and everything but I know when I feel something. My ex, well at the time when that day happened I wasn't over him. He ended up finding out what had happened and it ruined what I thought could be. The thing is I don't regret it and I guess because if I hadn't had that one time with his best friend, I wouldn't have realized that it was possible for me to move on because now I have someone else.
You're not sorry for the tears in my eyes
nor the reason i ask myself why
you shrug off the breaks in my heart
even though they weren't there from the start
you're not sorry for leaving me alone
not even for casting me out in the cold
i rely on other people to talk to
i'm not sure what else to do
you're not sorry for making me feel bad
or for the ugly things you say when you get mad
it hurts to hear those lies
i mostly just want to say bye
you're not sorry for the scars i make
not even for the chances i take
i try my best to never hurt u
even if what you say isn't true
you talk about me not loving you
when i most honestly do
almost everyday you hurt me
and as much as you say it, you're not sorry
My chest pains with the thought of our memories
every thought of our love hits me with a breeze
dry tears refuse to appear from sadness
as they get buried deep into the cold darkness
pushing you out is the way i shall now live
you have seemed to move on while i refuse to win
you also seem to be happy so i will let you go
my heart shall never move on and that you'll never know
Even with someone else
feelings for you still drift
my lips will never tell
how much my heart has ripped
i shall always miss your touch
even more those lips
it's you eyes i miss so much
you in general i'll forever miss
Lost in the dust blown by the wind
confused by the trust that grew cold and thin
locked behind gates of forbidden love
watching the feathers turn black of a dove
just froze in time, stiff and still
the heart stands bitterly at the top of a hill
everything turns dark as the color drains out
red falls from the mouths of the ones who shout
there's crime and murder that never ends
the ground under their feet begin to bend
they're all separated from the other with a shove
all thanks to the gates of forbidden love
I attempted to move on,
but failed miserably to do so,
everything felt more then wrong,
why were the tears coming so slow,
he wasn't like you,
i wanted what i had lost,
at least i knew that love was true,
but it seemed like that love just got shot,
seems as if you moved on quickly,
you're with her now instead of me,
i will not complain since you seem happy,
but i will never seem to let myself be,
you are forever in my heart,
that will never be forgotten,
why does it have to be so hard,
my heart is nothing but rotten,
my chest starts to pain with memories,
i have no way out of this darkness it seems,
im done with saying please,
always remember you'll forever be with me...
