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And I think to myself, what a wonderful world.
A girl once wrote:
„There was rainy day here... just recently. It's like the weather was explaining my soul. Yes, there can be comfort, of course. Like it shines after the rain. But sometimes, you just cannot hide your feelings. You cannot hide the sorrow or the emptiness you feel. And somehow I actually manage to do that. To hide my feelings. To hide the emptiness inside me and just smile – no matter what. And what happens? At the end of the day I am still in my bedroom by myself, listening to heartbreaking songs, looking out the window... hoping for a sign, seeking anchor. I don't know what to think of a real world. How can I learn to love it when dreams are much happier, much better? In the real world you must say real goodbies, you must face your feelings and what happens. There is just so much to bear.“
So, you find your comfort in your dreams and that's ok. But,
don't you get bored after a while? Don't you just want to get out in the real world? Run out in the sun, scream out loud not caring if everybody's looking at you, feel the warm embrace of the soft wind... It's as if we're only complaining about the bad in the world. But what about the good things? What about all the friends you have around you? The people that care about you? Oh, please. You cannot say that nobody cares. There is always (...)
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Here I am running again
Towards unkown distance.
My feelings are resembling the ones I've felt before.
Somehow I feel like I've been running in circles
Of reminiscence in my mind.
Suddenly I find myself in the same old shoes,
The same old life that I've known of only in my dreams.
The same old gentle breeze is embracing my skin
Filling in every inch of my being with simpleness and tenderness
Of the feelings I might have condoled.
Throughout the leaves and trees
I hear the same old music playing along,
Following every little beat of my heart
Spreading the words I've heard somewhere before.
Singing the song resembling the one I used to sing.
Suddenly I begin to wonder if all of this is only a dream
Is all of this only my heart's craving.
Am I longing for something I've never known of,
But had memory of?
Maybe my dreams will never come true,
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Ah, farewell!
Today I am leaving.
I will abandon my own thoughts.
And therefore I am left, imprisoned in reminiscence.
Nothing is visible anymore,
And everything is secretive again.
The cricks of silence are pervading the walls,
While the rage of this heart is seeking for the egress.
O for one moment of a smile
I shall endow a million tears on my cheeks.
Imprisoned in the mist of a time
I yield myself to the core of night.
I pave my being with midnight in aspiration for anchor
While using my touch to listen the cold treads of pain.
Today I am leaving.
And tomorrow I shall finally see, through shadow of a
smile.
On dusty roads I am seeking for marks of traces.
Rescue me, confine me, I am a hostage of my own eyes.
Against these secrets I cannot crawl anymore.
With scratched soul yet I linger to fear.
Caricatures of these thoughts leave
Empty fragments of feelings.
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Stop.
Just for a moment.
Stop and don't think about anything.
Take a look around.
What do you see?
Do you see a smiling face
On every person that walks by?
You don't need much to
Bring a smile upon your face.
Stop.
Close your eyes. Listen.
Listen carefully.
What do you hear?
Do you hear a childrens laughter
Or their pain and cry?
It doesn't take much to
Make your tears fall
Down your cheeks.
Stop.
Can you think about for a second
What makes you the happiest?
Is it just one simple thing or
Many things that will soon disappear?
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