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tides roll in through my brain
sane crashing films
foams of memories spill
out over under until
pulled back pushed and sinking
creaking gasping
sputtering waves flow deeper
soul screeching vibration
thunder bearing dreaming
floating below ships
downward spiral ascention
fluttering pouding rythyms
recieve suck and take it
push fight replay it
grasp tug breaking
pummling driving exhaling
open your eyes and drain it
leeking from your nose
washing past your lips
burning from insides out
sticky salt
drowning on breath
breathing out liquid
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Shadows flow from finger tips to rosy lips
Darkness drifts from drips of the deadless kiss
Blackness binds the bones of bruises
Ashen paleness opens pathways of accepted passing
Dulled oxidize pepper flecked reflection
Mirrors frozen petrified inside perfection
Painted drained photo of bizarre attraction
Night dazed stars lost behind direction
Followed past beyond throughout behind maze predictions
Swallowed salvation of stranges displeased
Pretend extend and redefine the means
Who is this pondrous nuance framed into explanations
sickly sweet candy talk
liven up my fantasy
make this gore blend tasty
thicken my heartbeat
kiss the cutest little sharp
tickle my tender arteries
harmless bitty fun filled nip
have the drops drip the tip
deeper lover feel the grit
make the biting to the quick
sawing hacking spattered bit
laughing dainty handle grip
candy apple blood-dipped kiss
orgasmic trickles painful hiss
double vision dizzy eyes
lulling head tilt to the side
intoxicated pleasure bomb
sugar coated lullaby
lick the red rivulets sip
heartbeat spasms
writhing squealing almost done
carnage membrane slick with slaughter
luxuriate my damaged disappoints
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Thunderous voices echo
crashing down my mistakes
exposing stinging eyes
reverberating under the radar
no one can know
beneath the static
this thing hides
burrowed in my bones
the pitch deafening, defining
unwavering in its demands
can't run past its keening
stealing my breath away
pulling hair and scraping nails
trying to get down to the core
refresh the wave of red nectar
don't stop until the voice stills
until the screams decease
grating my senses
giving me life as it takes me away
the silence suddenly roars in my mouth
get a grip
take control
shove the monster deeper still
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pacing in these drab thoughts
racing past the moment parts
seeing wishes as they fall forward and out
nodding faces as they cloud and fade
this temptation ascents to full force
tipping over past dizzy spurts
denied the baser of instant instinct
set free into this trap that breaths
the pressure has no release
there is nothing
there is no one
this is loneliness
this is denial
I am these
I am untitled
trembling voices
coaxed back to the world
beyond clouded minds
snuffed out extended dreaming
nightmare scape
pinned to your thoughts
remembering mistaken
delirious and expecting
sheer desperation
causing distractions
race past pacing eyes
lulling shadows passerby
mirrored perspective completes its opposites
is my reality sleeping
or is my dream really in the waking
The cliche bar hookup never had appealed to me but tonight I needed something to distract me. Every time I closed my eyes I saw my bedsheets tangled in her legs then her legs tangled with his. Saw their faces glowing in shared ecstasy as they reached their peaks in unison, the single worse moment to catch your lover cheating. Not just in the act but at the height of their absolute betrayal.
I shook my deep chestnut hair in front of my face to compose myself a brief moment. One deep breath and shot of tequila later and I was as good as new. I put on my best saucy grin and eyed the potential bed-play. Gathering my dark, silky curls in my hands then letting it spill back down my back.
Tonight I'll be carefree. I let my intentions display in my smokey hazel eyes. The thought of what I was potentially going to do tonight already heightening my awareness, making my skin sensitive and slightly flushed. My posture turn instantly suggestive to any paying attention. I was like an animal in heat sending signals out that almost every man within looking distance received and in return they sent me steamy looks of approval and admiration.
But none of these men were what I was looking for. Not that I knew exactly what I was looking for, instinct said that I'd know when I found it. Heat on my back made me aware that someone was standing behind me. I tensed slightly, suddenly
feeling a little foolish for being so blatant but (...)
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The dark baths my breath
clears my head
thoughts turned to crystal
cleanse the senses
traveling down the fogged expanses
grasp the air that twirls before me
wrap my limbs in the numb caresses
bite my skin were the frost touches
wafting in the windless whims
of silence
ghosts of sounds contort
believing its just the dark
sightless fallacies soar beyond vision edges
rolling, searching, and being misled
a-washed in petrichor the land emits
heady fragrances to guide my progress
detaching my interests
ignorant of time
past its reach of eternity
swathed in the empty space existences
to drip the taste of forever upon my tongue
its honeyed cloying, sickeningly so
burnt into my lips is the seal of burdened dreams
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