today

my dads one year of his death is coming up and i am sad and kinda depressed but like mom always say i will get through it

thought this was funny

i like this one

hope

hope what is that
i dont have hope any more
the hope that i once had
you took from me

i am no longer the
hopeful girl i used to be

dead

im dead now,
and its all your fault.
you hurt me one,
to many times

tonight is the night,
i end my life,
in our bed.

i slit my wrist,
till the red liquid,
in side me starts to pour.

but i dont cry,
i wont shed a tear.
when you come home,
youll find me here.

just lying here,
our bed filled
filled with blood
well now i say goodbye.

why do you

why do you sit there,
and what me cry.
when we both know,
all you want to do is try.

to break down that wall,
i built so high .
around my heart.

why when you say goodbye,
everything feels like the last time.
when i am in your-arms,
so safe and warm.
so when i turn,
you are no longer there.

the love i lost

you took me by storm,
when u came into my life.
it was such a surprise,
how fast i fell for you.

your eyes were hazel,
but changed with your mood.
your soft touch was to consume,
my heart melted when u carresed me.

your soft hands on my arm,
your soft lips on my neck,
your love and laughter brought,
me back after.

4 years in hell with out you,
was hard enough the thought,
that i might loose you,
is just to much.

to loose the softness of your touch,
to loose the happiness you brought to my life.
the sun while shine a lil less,
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