Final Moments

lately i have lost myself
my talent to me begins
to make no sense
my body mind and soul
is lost amoung the rumble
my eyes begin to water
my heart gets heavy as
am only one amongst
millions i can not be helped
as my time is up
so fast so short
so much left unsaid
but yet no ones there to hear
so i continue on my own 
as i wipe my last tear
i have gotten back up
on countless occassions 
but none can match 
these recent days 
i swear its been a roller coaster
ride with a down fall to the end 
so goodbye to all my friends