Proza

Nirvana! I Don’t Want!

Nirvana! A word
that fascinates hearts of many conscious seekers. A feeling that captivates all
of us to feel always! Nirvana is a bliss that all spirits cannot afford to
attain, or say don’t want to attain! Persons who are fed up with this life,
lost with this life, betrayed with this life, even they want to come again on
the earth and get what they missed in this birth! And talk about the spiritual
seekers who say they want to attain nirvana and never involve themselves in
this cycle of eternity, do they really? Hahahahahaha not to be taken as
offending but who will want to leave this glory and fame of life? I think no
one, all will want to come again and again and take their scale to more than
this!
 
Now coming to my
real motive of writing this passage, attaining nirvana is a very blissful
state. Indeed, an apex for all the seekers and saints raving for this magnum
opus of all penance! But what after attaining nirvana? They are free from the
cycle of birth and death! They will not have to come again on this earth, they
will not see the growing, blazing sin all round, they will not have to see the
dance of giants stabbing truth, knowledge, intellect… means they will totally
free themselves from this land of lie, sins, devils, envy, and so on…
 
But I ask what
this is? What to say if you see a warrior leaving his arms when battle is on?
Not only battle is on, but masses are seeing to him with a hope that he will
change the scenario? I ask why Lord Vishnu had to come nine times on this
earth, yet one time he will be coming! Why? Only to set peace and wellness for
us to live in… And we are looking for nirvana! To be free from the eternal
circle. I will not go for that bliss what is the betrayal to my soul! I will
not say that I am only enough to break down the whole mountain, but I am sure I
will break some stones out of that! I will come again and again to this earth,
I will not leave the field when battle is on. I will come. I will fight!
 
I don’t want
nirvana!