DEAR journal

i don't know what to say
everyday is new...but...
to me it's all the same
get up, get dressed, eat food
walk.
i walk all the time now
i always walk alone
it suits me.
the loner
that's me
(...)

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undescribable feeling

this is a new feeling,
that i've never felt before,
it's warm and yet cold
soft and yet hard.
it makes my heart beat fast
and then slow
so very slow
and then this feeling
stops....
vanishes completely
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soooo tired!

just got home from a slumber party... stayed up til 3 am... sooooo tired! must sleep...

old & new

my old boyfriend's time w/ me is gone
now i'm dating someone new
he's kinder than the rest...
his sweetness knows no boundaries
i think i am in love!!!
so here is to my one true love
the healer of my heart
i will never leave you if you say you love me
my heart is yours your heart in mine
together as one heart we beat
throughout eternity...

Yin-Yang

Some people are bad, but some are also good. Others are sad, but most are happy. But what is the Equalizer? What makes it all even out? Is there any ONE thing that can? I think that there are many combinations of things that make us equal. The happyness of one can make up the whole well-being of another. If one is miserable, chances are, most of the people around them are miserable too. There is a cure. It's called a smile. Smiles spread like the plague. One person smiles to another, then that person smiles to the next, and so-on and so-forth. Eventually everyone around you is smiling, all because of you. You are the key factor in all of this. You are the Yin to everyone's Yang, or the Yang to everyone's Yin. You smile and the world seems like a better place. You laugh and it brightens up the room. So make your world a better place. Spread the SMILE PLAGUE around the Earth. Do one good thing today and it will stay with you for the rest of your life. The love you show today will show in the eyes of those you know. The world is full of hate, but the question is, are you? Are you like the World? Or are you just in it? Waiting for someone like you to change it? Waiting for love? Like I said before, there are some people who are bad. And there are some people who are good. But it's you who decides which is which. Follow your Yin-Yang and you decide... Which is which?

Favorite Quotes

Join The Army, Visit exotic places, meet strange people, then kill them.

When I'm not in my right mind, my left mind gets pretty crowded.

If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.