Poetry

You were slipping away           
And I had known it and literally felt it.
I didn't know what was going on or what made you far
away
Yet All I knew is that I was going to have a rainy day
I didn't want this goodbye
I knew that I would cry and whine.
But there was no choice you told me salutations, goodbye
And left me with shock and distress, asking myself: Oh Gosh what a
mess?
My heart stopped, my heart beat was aching while calling your
name;
I was sure you were mistaken and that being far from each other was
the stupidest decision.
I had prayed every night that I would receive your call and hearing
the words: "I'm sorry, I'm wrong."
But that hasn't come yet.
You left me all alone under these dark nights and stars.
Believe me I had loved you more than anything in this
world.
Believe me I was willing to give you my word.
Unfortunately my dear, I had no choice but to agree.
And after you left me, this heart has no longer came
alive
It had died and suffered and whined.
I Loved You.
I just don't know, Should I love you or hate?
Or should I just leave this feeling for fate?
 
Ala Elouri