Why Can't We Grow?

I'm so broken,
Blood on the floor,
Hate so outspoken,
I can't take anymore.
 
Why'd you go?
Why'd you leave?
I love you so,
But you hate me.
 
I'm trapped in here,
My personal hell,
Surrounded by fear,
What's real, I can't tell.
 
It's so dark,
So bleak, so black,
This world's so stark,
Please, please come back.
 
You're through with me,
That, I know,
Why can't you see,
Why can't we grow?