IMAGINATION

My mind is full of useless thoughts yet thoughts I feel compelled to express.  I am not clear on the motivation to do such however; I still feel the compulsion to do so.  Frustration in this is derived from the want for such expression to be with depth of meaning and not simply a compiled verbiage of questionable grammar.  No this has to be more significant than that.  Words that will ring true and resonate with another being to such extent as to stimulate a response be it emotional, physical or cerebral.  But with each encounter with this need I come up short on the mark of such objective. Rather I succeed in nothing more than to expend virtual ink and paper with an onslaught of non or arguably – bi - directional waffling.  Interesting word: waffling.   I first encountered it in grade school in response to an essay I had submitted.  The English teacher saw through my charade of verbose meaningless expanse of nothing. I guess guilty as charged if all that I have written to date were to undergo such comparable scrutiny from one who purports to know.  This form of free expression though serves if not only, the useful purpose of flushing the mind – intellect - of the accumulated garbage that infiltrates the cerebral unconsciously and in similar fashion to that of a dream – the words that flow are free from critical and stumbling limitation that can inhibit the true nature of imagination. The source of the construct that is imagination that strives ultimately to (...)

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Where Is The Justice?

When considering that the majority, the common people, dutifully go
about their mundane life performing meager jobs, for meager pay,
responsibly pay their taxes and the rest put to survive frugally each
day, have become victims. Then, through no fault of their own, save for
having chosen to elect inept public officials who, through their own
ignorance or corrupt manipulation, allow others, obviously wiser and
mischievously corrupt, to drain the public treasury to the severe
detriment of the same common people. Then, to add insult to injury, the
same inept government officials turn to the common people advocating
they must endure hardship to re-establish the depleted treasury, to
restore programs of civility and healthy economy. All the while these
same officials retain their high-paid salaries and entitlements
including lucrative pension benefits should they chose out of shame, to
retreat into retirement. And, as for the welfare corporate state,
primarily responsible for the failure of the state’s economy, either
direct or indirectly, too, are able to sustain their lucrative and
quality, standard of living.
Heaven forbid that the common people should make their discontent
known by demonstrating in the public streets that their life’s hardship
financed into existence. To be confronted brutally by legions of
shielded, armed riot police (...)

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Truth: Fact To Reality - Prawdy: Fakt To Reality

The complication that arises from having too much idle time coupled with a curious and inquisitive mind and an Internet access, is the opportunity to garner knowledge that leads to a better understanding, comprehension of the reality that encompasses humanity. A reality of knowing that we, all of humanity, are emersed in a nefarious body of deception and lies that has become so comprehensive and insidious, it obliterates any possibility of knowing Truth.  A word that as of this 21st century day, no longer has substantive meaning for any aspect of this realm of human existence.

Ultimately, an individual has only one truth to hold on to:you are born; you die.

The foundation of individual experience, teaching learned, perception to thought and worldly understanding is built upon a lie or contrivance of what was once known as truth. That beyond the stated ultimate truth, every transaction that transpires throughout a human life has a substantive potential to be the fabrication and/or manipulation of the environment of experience.

It is fully expect many would argue against this denunciation of human reality simply because the nay-sayer(s) has not had the opportunity to objectively explore the bubble of deception that comprises this world reality. The convoluting and conspiring that has become so sophisticated as to render the seams and interlacing of falsehoods, (...)

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Transcript To Dismay

Well here I go again:

Reaching yet another milestone in the arduous journey that is this life lived, I again realize the pointlessness to my existence. (No I am not feeling sorry for myself)

This realization if you were to read prior writings, is not a new phenomena and that is precisely the point of this diatribe.

Over the period of the last two decades I have made several fruitless attempts to garner a reason of substantiation for proceeding to yet another day of existence. I thought exploring the creative aspect of my being,  by pursuing writing of my thoughts and concepts and in turn compiling them into a series of books, to make my writing public in hopes they would engender some form of response to validate their reason.  But to no avail it would seem.  Apparently by the lack of even critical response, no one seems very interested in what I have to say. (No I am not feeling sorry for myself)

The opportunity to, for lack of a better expression, expose myself through the advantages of personal and public blogging web-sites, I pursue the ambition of documenting my views on a broad-base of subject from the political, social and even the erotic genre of writing. Though this attempt is not totally void of garnering some exchange of discourse with other from the broader sphere of human existence, it is limited relative to the volume published. (Again, no I am not feeling sorry for myself)

Even to this small (...)

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