7 january 2012, saturday ( Getting Ready to go.... )
I am supposed to be at the hospital by 8am.......I have been up since 2? I just can't sleep/I am not nervous. I slept today and am not that tired . I have to take a shower and get ready to go to the hospital, my bag is packed. I feel a lot more in tune with it now as I KNOW that they will do whatever needs to be done and then I won't have to worry about the seizures anymore. I cannot do my job, this way. I am getting paid -so that is good.......I have prayed a lot about it and have made peace with it. GOD always gives you the answer that you need...........ALWAYS.