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Rhiannon, 6 july 2012
Crazy Connection
Water turns from hot to cold
Heart pounding in my chest
Feelings mixed, both new and old
Can't we forget the rest?
Eyes watering from too bright lights
... I cannot see where you have gone
With or without those many fights
I'm afraid I can't move on
Like a tattoo onto my brain
You're forever a part of me
Don't you get there's nothing to gain
By pretending that you can't see
we have a connection so pure and rare
Wars have been fought to obtain
Those around us can't help but stare
As they wither in lonely pain
They curse us and hate us
But the truth is deep inside
They contain an envy so venomous
That in shame they run and hide
Only a love as deep as ours
Could create such feelings in others
I could try to explain for hours
But like children who ignore their mothers
I'm afraid that you can't hear me
You're so lost in stubborn ways
Don't give up this life of glee
For lonely nights and days
Fights happen everywhere
Between people of love
But the connection that we share
could rise beyond and above
So come sit, and I'll show you
How our fates are intertwined
Those who have felt this are few
So pause and let's rewind
To the day that we first met
The first time our gazes connected
We didn't know it yet
But our destiny was redirected
Our fate is to never be apart
To be together until the end
I know this in my heart
For its brokenness only you can mend.
Rhiannon, 27 march 2012
Ode to the Sky
Here is an ode to the sky
Cannot decode the reason why
Can’t seem to get you off my mind
I’ve got a dream that you I’ll find
Got me staring at the stars
Preparing for a trip to mars
Gonna bring you back the moon
And maybe sing you a little tune
Anything to prove my love to you
Bust a move I’m stuck to you like glue
Here is an ode to the sky
Cannot decode the reason why
I’m so in love with you
No lies, just tell me true
Babe do you feel the same way
If you do then let me hear you say
How we’ll be together til the end
Won’t have any broken hearts to mend
Never gonna hear me say adieu
No way, I’m too in love with you
Here is an ode to the sky
I think I know the reason why
Your smile lights up the room
Someday I hope you’ll be my groom
Can’t take my eyes off of you
This is a love way too true
So will you be my light, my sky
Into the stars please take me high
Disappear into the night
This love it feels so right.
Rhiannon, 26 february 2012
Immortal Love
In the silence of separation
I long for nothing but you here
My world is in devastation
Without your heartbeat near
I feel this longing ripping
When you’re far away
I feel my heartbeat slipping
If I don’t see you everyday
This love of ours runs deep
Deep into my veins
I can hear it in my sleep
Calling both our names
It’s the force that drives
Every move I make
When we’re together it thrives
And grows every step we take
With each and every breath
I breathe you into me
Love will save us from death
Immortal in it we will be
So I beg of you come near
Let our love grow strong
The pain is too severe
For with you I belong
Let us erase the distance
Close the gap between our touch
Ours is an endless romance
Couldn’t be anything but such
Rhiannon, 25 february 2012
Yours to Keep
Your soothing voice
Is my sweet serenade
I do not have a choice
This love I’d never trade
I’ll love you until the end
My heart will never change
No matter the trend
Though some might find it strange
I hope always to have your eyes
To take away my breath
They say love isn’t wise
But no love means death
Living without you
Is living without air
I hope to never say adieu
To try I do not dare
Your warm embrace
Is my castle walls
You take me to a place
Where rain never falls
I know how to smile
When it’s you I’m with
No matter the trial
We prove love is no myth
With you it’s all so easy
To laugh, smile, and dance
I know this may sound cheesy
But I guess that’s romance
You’ve got me doodling hearts
And writing down your name
And every time it starts
I wonder if you do the same
You’re always on my mind
I’m falling in love so deep
Someday you’ll come to find
My heart is yours to keep.
Rhiannon, 23 february 2012
Band of Brothers
I know I’ve done a lot of wrong
But no one is perfect
The road to life is long
Everyone’s has a defect
I’ve made some stupid choices
But we all make mistakes
Some people listen to the voices
And I know what it takes
To ignore the lies of others
It’s not an easy task
But we’re just a band of brothers
Hiding behind a single mask
So why not join together
Instead of fighting to the end
We all have things to weather
But it’s easier with a friend
Rhiannon, 23 february 2012
Lovesick
I realized I was sick of crying
But the only way to stop would be dying
Because even though you’re mine now
I feel it’s time to take a bow
It seems I miss you more
When you’re mine to adore
I hate how I love you so
And how easy it is for you to go
I hate how now you’re here
But you don’t seem to love me, my dear.
So I’m still up late sad
And you’re off somewhere being glad
Glad I’m far away
And you don’t see me everyday
Glad it’s easy for you to ignore
How you make my heart sore.
And sometimes I hate you
But I know that isn’t true
Because you have my heart
And you have from the start
I wonder if you’ll ever give it back
Or if it’s lost in the black
I feel so empty sometimes
When I sit and write you rhymes
That I know you’ll never read
Sometimes I think I need
To tell you how I feel
As if you aren’t quite real
Like writing dear diary
As if it’ll make you see
That I miss you everyday
And love you in every way.
Rhiannon, 23 february 2012
Dwelling on Death
Ignore the pain
It’ll go away
Nothing to gain
By dwelling anyway
Stuck in a rut
Don’t know where to go
Every door is shut
Every answer is no
Sitting all alone
Nothing left to love
They say change your tone
But you rise above
Can’t stand to take orders
Getting sick of this life
You’ve reached the borders
Of hate and strife
Feel like giving up
Don’t care where you go
There’s no water in the cup
No emotions to show
They care about your soul
Where you’ll go upon death
You’d rather smoke another bowl
Than stop to take a breath
They don’t see you’re hopeless
That you don’t give a damn
Instead they stress
That you say ’sir’ and ’ma’am’
Inside it feels like dying
You wonder about heaven and hell
Most people dream of flying
But on death you dwell
Not sure that you care
You walk an empty life
Waiting for the dare
To pick up the knife
How much more can you take
Before you’re done
Until you finally break
And from life you run?
Rhiannon, 22 february 2012
Here We Go Again
I never knew one word
Could have such an impact
I’m questioning what I heard
Needing to know for a fact
You said YES.
And my heart leapt
And fell, I guess
So long for you I’ve wept.
I’m not sure how to act
Even though you hold me tight
I didn’t expect you to react
The way you did that night
I was expecting a no
Loud and clear and sure
That’s not the way it did go
But I feel that you’re unsure.
I guess I was expecting
Things to be the same
Maybe I’m overreacting
Which is pretty Lame.
I just need some reassurance
That you feel the way I do
That we still have some romance
And we’re still held by glue
I know I’m over thinking
I’m just afraid of pain
Of us unlinking
And falling apart again
I hope you don’t blame me
For being a little scared
When you left, you see
My pain became declared
And now I have you
You’re mine once more
Just tell me it’s true
Don’t walk out the door
Because once killed me enough
Twice would do me in
Losing love is rough
But here we go again
This time it will be different
I will not let you go
If only you knew what I meant
When I let my feelings show
I do it in an odd way
I won’t always shout it out
But know each and every day
I’ll love you without a doubt.
Rhiannon, 18 february 2012
Falling
I can’t decide
If I’m hurt or angry
I’m trying to hide
So you cant see me
Because I’m falling
Falling apart
My soul is calling
Return please my heart.
You saved me from pain
Kept me dry in the rain
Rain of my tears
But now you’ve confirmed
Confirmed my worst fears
Love is a fantasy
That I thought we had
Why cant you see
Without you I’m sad
You say this is better
That I should move on
But I have still a letter
Of your love that’s now gone
You promised me love
That you’d be mine forever
Yet you continue to shove
And I feel my heart sever.
How do I go on
Without my protector
With you gone
My heart lacks a connector.
Rhiannon, 18 february 2012
Sweet Serenade
There’s something here
I can’t quite grasp
But I don’t fear
My heart in his clasp
I haven’t quite
Felt this way before
It gives me a fright
But makes my heart soar
My hands are shaking
I can’t remember what to say
His smile is breathtaking
I look for it each day
When he is around
I can’t help but smile
He lifts me off the ground
And I’m free for a while
With him I’m me
I’m not afraid
He makes me see
Life’s sweet serenade.
Rhiannon, 18 february 2012
You're on my mind, You're in my head
My mind wont stop
It keeps racing
And I can’t drop
My level of pacing
You’re on my mind
Can’t get you out
I’m starting to find
What love is about
The way you kiss me
Drives me crazy
I want you to see
How my mind goes hazy
My mind wants to race
But your kiss stops it dead
It’s like amazing grace
Is playing in my head
I forget the world
I’m so lost in you
I come unfurled
I forget what to do
You look at me
I get lost in your eyes
I’m completely free
I can soar through skies
I see your smile
And my heart does melt
I’d make it worthwhile
If you’d listen to how I felt
Let me play you a song
A sweet little rhyme
If it’ll prolong
Our together time
Because every little moment
That you’re around
Is like my ascent
Off of the ground
With you I fly high
Higher than ever
Into a bright blue sky
And I no longer say never
No more never love
No more never good enough
Because you make me rise above
Even when times get rough.
Rhiannon, 17 february 2012
Frozen in Sorrow
As I walk through the cold
Tears freeze me in sorrow
How could you ever grow old
With someone who sees not tomorrow?
And in this endless depression
Ill stay ‘til my death
Ill miss your every expression
As I catch my breath
And should you ever love me
You’ll heal my frozen heart
But until then you see,
It shall remain frail and tart.
Know that…
In my darkest of hours
I wish for only you
But the devil devours
My heart that is true
And as I lie awake at night
I can’t help but wonder
If it’d give you a fright
To see me as I plunder
For I reach for the surface
But no hand holds mine
Seems I lack a purpose,
Without your love so divine
Rhiannon, 14 february 2012
Wishing For You
I hate that I’m still crying
That inside I’m dying
I hate how I’m alone
How far apart we’ve grown
I hate to miss your smile
How it’s been gone a while
I hate how far you are
Like reaching for a star
I hate how you don’t see me
As if we never were a we
I hate how much I miss you
How broken I am without my glue
And I hate how much I hurt
How my heart is six feet beneath the dirt
And I hate how now you see
How weak that I can be
And I hate how sometimes you’re strong
Wait, this is all wrong…
Because I love you with all my heart
I’m just wishing for a fresh start
And I love that smile so glorious
How when I see it I feel victorious
And I love that you’re my world
That without you I’m unfurled
I love your gorgeous eyes
With the power to hypnotize
And I love the way you love me
I just wish… that we could still be
Rhiannon, 14 february 2012
Adieu
I’m not good with talking
I never know what to say
I guess I’m better at walking
The other way
I’m too shy for new things
They kinda freak me out
And that nervous feeling it brings
Makes me want to shout
I want to tell you I met a guy
I know, he isn’t you
I want to give it a try
But that would be too new
I know he wont look at me
The way that you used to
And maybe he wont see
Good in things I do
But being alone isn’t working
I need that warm embrace
I know I suck at flirting
But you should see his face
He’s really kind of pretty
As stupid as it sounds
And even though it’s petty
I always see him on the grounds
The truth about this
Is I’m afraid to move on
Afraid to feel a new kiss
And for you to really be gone
What if I don’t like him
And I think of only you
It sounds so grim
But it probably is true
I know that he wont hug
All the ways you do
He won’t be just like a drug
That I’m addicted to
He probably wont love
With the vastness of an ocean
But maybe he wont shove
Me into an implosion
I wish that I could say
I’d wait forever for you
I know that I would say
If you asked of me, I do
But I feel I should move on
As hard as it may be
Because living with you gone
Has opened my eyes to see
I believe I could do better
For you if I had a chance
I’d write letter after letter
Of our endless romance
I’d always make you smile
Because it brightens every day
But once in a while
I think moving on is okay
I just hope you wont be mad
When I’m with another guy
And certainly not sad,
Because of my good-bye
And know that if I go
Ill truly miss you
You made my heart overflow
If only you knew.
I’ll still think of you each day
And of our love so true
But I guess it’s time to say
Our last adieu.
Rhiannon, 14 february 2012
Trying to Fight
Sometimes I go all day
Without you on my mind
And I have nothing to say
About how love is blind
I can smile and laugh
Without a care in the world
I forget my missing half
That my heart is unfurled
But then I come home
And all I see is you
Suddenly I want to roam
Until I find love true
And the tears I’ve held back
From crying all day
Fill each crack
In the lies I say
And I can’t get you
Out of my head
I wish somehow you knew
All the things I’ve said
I miss you more than ever
In these weaker times
My heart continues to sever
No matter how many rhymes
I write to you my dear
My heart still aches
Because you don’t hear
And my tears fill lakes
Like the one we used to love
Do you remember those days?
When our love rose above
And we lived in such a daze
I feel the strength I’ve shown
All day is wasted
When I hear that tone
And my tears I’ve tasted
The fight seems in vain
When I break down at night
I have nothing to gain
By trying to fight
Rhiannon, 13 february 2012
What I Miss
As I wake
I see your face
I’m at that lake
Missing your warm embrace
Each and every day
You’re on my mind
Wish I knew how to say
But these words I can’t find
Waves crashing down
I’m missing my castle walls
Please don’t let me drown
For you my heart still calls
I’m laying under the stars
Remembering your words
My heart is behind bars
I feel like it’s split in thirds
The first misses your smile
Most possibly the most
Haven’t seen it in a while
It’s like you’re on the other coast
The second misses your eyes
That I always got lost in
They’re an amazing prize
Lately I can’t quite win
The third misses everything
From your words to your kiss
To these memories I cling
But it’s you not them I miss.
Rhiannon, 13 february 2012
Love Hangover
And it was then
I realized how alone I am
How long has it been?
Since you gave a damn?
So isolated now
No one to talk to
Go ahead, take a bow
Is this what you wanted to do?
Make sure I have no one
Not a friend to spare
Well I guess you’ve won
Silly me, thinking you care
Guess it was a game
The whole time
Can’t forget your name
I write you rhyme after rhyme
Get out of my head
Just disappear
I’ve begun to dread
The thought of you near
You’re full of pain
It leaks through your skin
With you comes rain
Of un-repented sin
You’re driving me insane
Think of you over and over
Like drinking with nothing to gain
But a horrible hangover
Rhiannon, 13 february 2012
Beneath you, I break
I break
And I shatter
No more can I take
But to you it doesn’t matter
I shiver
And I cry
But not a sliver
Of care is in your eye
I run
And I hide
You think it’s fun
Tearing me apart inside
I stand
And I fight
But you stop my hand
I cry no, this isn’t right.
You take
And you hurt
Can you feel me break?
No, don’t take off my shirt
You pounce
And you laugh
I can’t find an ounce
Of forgiveness on your behalf
You force
And you strangle
Do you feel remorse?
As away I try to wrangle?
You smile
And you sigh
I lay cold for a while
Staring at the empty sky.
I break
And I shatter
No more can I take
But to you, it doesn’t matter.
Rhiannon, 11 february 2012
Headphones
Headphones in my ears
Cant stand the sound
Of the flow of my tears
Splash as they hit ground
So filled with hate
I’ve become so weak
Let the world create
A creature so meek
Lost hold of hope
My last string of sanity
Not sure how to cope
With my inhumanity
Cant stand to be helpless
Not knowing what to do
It all seems so useless
When no words ring true
Headphones in my ears
Drown out the world
Hide my greatest fears
Before they come unfurled
Bottle up emotions
Just waiting to explode
Going through the motions
On this empty road
Been left alone
By the last who cared
Fallen in the lost zone
Without the love we shared
Headphones in my ears
The world falls away
I’m consumed by my fears
No longer seeing light of day
When there’s no one
Here to save me
No reason to run
No one to set me free
I no longer wish to wake
Let me slumber forever
And the demons take
My soul on an endeavor.
Rhiannon, 11 february 2012
Welcome to Indifference
So I’ve decided I’m sick.
Not sick like coughing
More like I need a new trick
Kinda been thinking about offing
Myself-fail to see life’s value
Guess that’s pretty depressing
But it sure is true
Don’t feel like addressing
My multitude of issues
Just forget I ever was
I’m sure you won’t need any tissues
But I hope I left your mind abuzz
I try expressing how I feel
Turns out no one listens
And my poetry doesn’t feel real
It’s too plain, none of it glistens
So in the end
My emotions are still trapped
Guess that makes it easier to defend
My heart from being sapped
But I’m still really sick
Of being who I am
I need to change quick
This life is a sham.
I’m even tired of this poem
It won’t make a difference
And I’m really sick of rhyming
Welcome to indifference.
Latest comments:
1 may 2024
violetta
Tak;)
1 may 2024
kb
złotej*
1 may 2024
kontoler żłotej poświaty
1 may 2024
samo życie, każdy swoje brudy ma, lepsze czy
1 may 2024
romantyczny to romantyczny, prawdziwy taki
1 may 2024
ten ketchup to fakt, trzeba przypilnować przy
1 may 2024
interesujący przekaz, jak dla mnie o własnej
1 may 2024
jakby trzy style w jednej substancji :)
1 may 2024
ucieczka z przewidzianym powrotem to też stabilizacja...
29 april 2024
Nie jest niczym podyktowany:)
29 april 2024
sam53
nic nowego, wszystko mam pod kontrolą... tak
29 april 2024
a jak wygląda nieromantyczny pocałunek...?
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