Poetry

I's


I, who stand tall yet tremble to the thought of acceptance

I, who strives for life, love, future stability fall short to the out comings of my past

I, who reach from the deepest creaks of my soul to save others yet cant save myself

I, who was bullied, taunted, teased from grades 1 through 12 turn the other cheek as it says in the bible leaving me with invisible cuts and bruises all over my face

I, who wants to create life always fall short to the out come of gods gift only to leave the shattered remains of my life for me to tape one peace at a time

I, who stand for whats right, pure, true in this world at least whats left of it after society takes its demonic blade and cut those weaker then it creating its label system of battle scars across there backs

I, who want nothing but prosperity only to seek the refuge of life's harshest turmoil only to fall deeper and deeper into the pits of oppression

But, as i becomes to we and we becomes to us the darkness begins to subside
The I's no longer alone in the world no longer facing despair by himself no longer grieve over his past yet creating a new cycle of I's 

like I who was scared of acceptance of the worlds judgement of love only to feel free of judgement of those who seek to pursue my every lasting torment

Like i who was to scared to express my emotions fearing the ridicule of non masculinity behavior to be taunted by those who set the bar of being men yet with US i feel no pressure no sin only bliss

Like I who believed that those three words never exist in this hormonal filtered society of judgmental parasites who believe i love you is a golden ticket to nirvana only to see Us as a slap to the face to awaken my heart from its dormant sleep

Like i who searched for my other half fearing life's roller coaster of heart ace one hill after another to finally finding Us who made my roller coaster stop in the docking station of love