Lament of a Loaded Heart

Rain falls to my heart,
Carrying the Moon,
This soul herald
Always dancing
On the stage of my ego.

I try to reach my goal
Right at hand
My fingers curl up however
Any time I get near it.
This race against myself
I bear with always
I want you near me
But I fear I’d leave myself.

I wouldn’t survive this tragedy
My love for you’s death would be.
I can’t imagine living without you,
Your presence and your being.

Still I always run behind,
Trying to catch you.
How sad this tragedy
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The Never-Ending Cry

I cry because I want to cry.
This scream to the seven Heavens goes,
Scaring Angels,
Overthrowing Demons’ fear.

Why do I have to feel so bad,
Because of this uneasy heart?
Couldn’t I come in this Realm
Cut off from this organ?

I really need a lull,
From this never-ending Death.
Couldn’t anyone lull me,
By chanting in my ear?

I don’t want to feel anymore,
Take me back to Origin,
Who do I need to plead to?

Is it God, Yahvé, Allah?
Or maybe Oshun, Nergal, Gaïa?
Hell would be better,
Than this useless Earth’s life.
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Bestial Feast

Looking at you
Makes me burn.

Come near,
So I can touch you.

Keep close,
So I can call.

Don’t go away,
I shall love you.
I would go crazy,
If waiting any longer.

You excite me,
You entirely

I want to see you,
Undress you,
Love you,
Until you can’t anymore
For my sake cave in.

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