Poetry

I’m all alone with my own thoughts for company
Trying to ignore the fact that you just left me
I’m on the outside looking in, into a broken heart
And now we’ve reached our end and I’m wondering where did it start
I never saw it coming heartache hit me like a train
No escape from unanswered questions, drivin’ me insane
I thought it was going great and you were in love with me
But I guess I was the only one and this is a taste of reality
Was I to kind, to strong, to in love to see
That you were lying all along and only using me
Did I hold on when all I should have done was let go
But now you’re gone and I guess ill never know
You had me strung along like your little puppet
And since you were holding the strings I was lovin’ it
I gave everything and had a few things I had to find
And you took it all and left me broken behind
In my head are those words, on repeat, that changed it all
And I’m waiting for an apology from the girl who wont call
I’m going over it, wonderin’ how it got from Us to Me
I wish I could just wake up and find things how they used to be
It’s so much harder to breath without you by my side
But the constant pain shows me; somehow, I’m still alive
I’ve been with you for so long I’ve never known
How to be without you and just be on my own