Thank you

I gave her the present and she was very happy. Thank you for your encouragements. i feels so much better now. thank you to you all for talking to me.

present

Now I decided to buy my friend a birthday present on her birthday. From what I said in my in my previous entries in my diary.
Do you think it is a good idea?

I don't have have a reason to why I decided on this but I know it have to to do it.

my choice

When I decided to continue the friendship because I understand now that everyone has a choice in life. If right now I accept things as they are and let go I will lose my friend.

In life we can always my a choice and I know this maybe a challenge but I won't give up because as soon as you do you may lose everthing.

I think this friend of mind is worth it no matter the cost.

My best friend???

This is a continual
from my previous entry.
 
Well on Friday, I
finally ask her about our relationship and what it meant to her.  She said
I was a friend to her and so I ask why she has been ignoring me at school and
the fact that she does not talk to me anymore.
 
She ask
me that
does she always have to tell me everything? I have to learn to empathic
with her, that I don't need to have her talk to me but still understand
her. 
 
 
I also need to be less emotional and caring to others around me.
 
Dear readers help me. I am totally lost

What should I do

I don't know what to do about her. I find it extremely difficult to approach her everyday. We were friends in past yet right now I feel so far away from her. Well my readers, am I over thinking things?

I find it difficult to talk to her these days with people crowding over like that. In a things consider maybe she too busy practing to become an atress and becoming a public figure than talking to an unsocial person like me.

I am not funny, talkative or sporty as whole so I guess I don't have unique strength to make myself in her eyes. In all I guess no one in their right mind would talk to me.  I have a feeling that she has been ignoring me these days. Maybe I should let this friendship go?

I would like readers to give me some advice on how to act.