Poetry

All I am hearing
are the thoughts I had been ignoring
that are loudly screaming.
My insides start burning,
as silence starts surrounding me.
I cant contain the flame
it's hurting me so seriously.
With noone else to blame
the only one at fault is me,
and noone can see.
Im causing myself so much pain
driving myself insane,
the tears come down like rain
but I can not complain
because I can clearly see
I am the one doing this.
I couls just stop it all
and get back those feelings I miss.
Why can't I let myself fall?
I know you won't hurt me