Poetry

Trapped behind walls that bite if I go too far
Lost with sickness my life is falling apart
Pieces crumble faster than I can save them
My partner holds the hammer
Instantly my dreams shatter
I must find a way through this maze
Before I throw myself in another world of pain
 
I look in the mirror every day
Wondering why, why did it have to end this way?
What did I do to push you away?
Your heartbreak is no fault of mine
But just the thought makes me want to run your way
Happiness is what I wanted
For that I had to pay a price
Unfortunately my heart wasn’t high enough
 
From the beginning I was beaten and pushed away
Every scar you gave me strengthened me, created who I am today
My love was a weakness you reminded me every day
My heart, mind, body and soul was for you no one else
You gave me your heart but spreaded your legs for everyone else
Resiliency was the mistake I made
One in which will never take my freedom ever again
But before I leave you answer me this
 
Why?