Poetry

Reaching inside i try to grab what was stopping me 
too overwhelmed by the dark aura leaking beneath me'
crowded by  people shadows which seemed to try to reach for the demon within me
looking at my watch axiously waiting for the sun to depart from the sky 
so this being can finally come from its cage 
the stage is set for a new day another challenge unable to look above the wall 
i search for nothing,a deserted area no psalm trees,no ocean,no friends,no family,just another way to end it all
honestly,truthfully,desperately,i sought for your gracious hand to come save me from my insanity 
but
what is it? what is the thing my soul truly seeks does it seek revenge
or does it seek love or does it just seek for longing 
please
awaken ......wake up my dear i need you,the shear cold has almost
completely captured my heart and any memories that may be special.
Try to remember who you are and what it was you were doing before you were unable to fly ....
are the chains too tight? if so please do remember before you complely dissapear 
Awaken........