Poetry

Ahem, I'd like to take a minute here. I'd like to apologize for my actions and/or words. I want to apologize to those who know me, my friends, parents, family, those who I've made dislike me, and so forth. What I've done hasn't always been right, proper, or correct. I've been selfish, stupid, idiotic, an asshole, and all of that. I'm responsible for my actions and the reactions of those around me.
I'm sorry for the words I've said
I'm sorry for the actions I've taken
I know people have wished me dead
I know I can be god forsaken
*I'm sorry mom and dad for lying to your face
If you really knew you would be mad
I know I covered up any trace
It's self taught so please don't be sad
I'm sorry for being enraged
Sorry for disappointing and breaking a T.V.
I hope you will be there when I graduate and get engaded
I hope you'll always be proud of me
*Hey dude, I'm sorry for all the problems I made
I played on both sides of a war I lost
I caused our friendship to fade
I will never get over the cost
You never said anything that got her mad
I know I twisted the words you said
The fights would never get you sad
You were smart and stayed away and out of my head
*I know I never said sorry for what i did
I made you lose a friend you had for years
I was just a stupid kid
I'm sorry for any of your tears
You were better and said apologized
I accepted but never returned the gift
Sometimes I can't even look in my own eyes
Nothing will give my guilt a lift
 *I know me and you still disagree
We never had peace at all
I want you to blame it all on me
I'll be the reason you got hurt on your fall
I fought to keep my place
That's no excuse for what I had done
I know I left without a trace
Cause you'll always be next to none
*I know I'd always crack and joke
When standing by your side
I'd even laugh when sipping coke
Never heard a sorry, it hurt my pride
Now we don't talk and it's all on me
I know what I did and what I've done
I now know what to see
It was only funny to me