im loseing my mind

im loseing my mind i dont know whats right knives come at me from left and right days become night and nights become days im fight for whats right  nightmares become reality reality becomes dreams everthing is not what it seems roses are welting tears turn black the smell of death is in the air im running fast  fast as i can i dont want to feel thos things again im slowly loseing my mind

drowning

im drowning in my tears
wake me up from this nightmare
stuck in a world that is dead
all i ask for is him

breathing rapidly falling fast
holding on to the past hoping
that it will last i dont want to cry

im drowning in a river of sarrow
alone in the dark cold night
i grip on tight afraid to lose him
but i already have

im drowning in my tears
wake me up from this nightmare

no where

there is no where to hide except deep down inside i feel as if im being ripped apart frome one iv loved the world above is bright but for me im down in the dark of night i fear for my time that seems to becomeing to an end of life seems so far away the only thing that i want the only thing that i need  is you to rais me from the dead i walk amoing the liveing  seems to die slowly inside im dieing all i need is just one more hit and i swear i will quit