Hopeless Happiness

I shout out but my voice can’t be heard
How will I make it and succeed
when no one is here when I am in need
I’ve been soaring so long the crash was inevitable
I guess You can say my lifestyle was questionable
But I have lost it now and everything I had before
This hurts to know this for its not just a battle but the whole war
The last breath I breathe will have no significance
It was fun while it lasted and I put up a fight
But now I know its time for goodnight
No look on my face just a blank stare
I was the happiest person ever
But no one was there.