It Always Hurt...& It Will…!

How does it feel when, 
        The one you loved… leaves you…
How does it feel when, 
         The One you TRUSTED, breaks you…
How does it feel when, those; 
       Who are yours; you are with…Accuse You…

It is not that, Life is This…But; 
It is what I am Gifted with…
It is NOT what I deserve…
It is not what I want…

He who was not worth My Love…
He who Loved Me…But I! 
Was not worth His love…
What is wrong or right? 
Ain’t I bothered…
That matters is the Pain it caused…
Those heartbreaks…These days…And; 
this  I? Where’s it gone...

Was it a sacrifice of life or my Luck that.
That the things will get well afterwards? 
Had it been on time…but I.
All the follies or destiny of Mine…
The Fate they made…
I only ask the Forgiveness…
if “I” am worth that…
Forgive Me! 
Pardon Me! 
Curse Me…
That “I”...