I am just being me

There were good things I should have said
but I didn't say
There were difficult times when I should have prayed
but I didn't pray
There were kind deeds I should have done
but I didnt do
There were times I shouldn't have lied
but I wasn't true
There are moments when I don't know what is right
what is wrong
There are situations where I look frail and weak
but I am strong
There are days when I wonder
why you love me
There are many good things that I am not
but I could be
Instead I am bad, mad and crazy
but I am just being me