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xxxxoxox, 28 january 2014

Who?

Who locked me outside,
In this Desolate place,
Who left me behind,
In lifes worthless race,

You stood at the door,
And watched me bleed,
I closed my eyes,
And fell to sleep,

Another monster in the mirror,
Another demon behind the fear,
Round edges that cut like knives,
Bottled anger in this life,

Who helped when you screamed?
Who walked away when you were in need?
Who came when you cried?
Who laughed when you died?

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xxxxoxox, 22 january 2014

A Dead Heart Beat

Lets play a little game,
But the price is a heart beat,
Anyone can join,
But you must follow me,

Down this road of alcoholic pain,
Open your books, Take notes of the scene,
The bottle won't help,
And no one hears their screams,

Stand back and watch,
As they reach for the stars,
But they're too afraid to touch them,
They're cursed by their scares.

Do you see how it hurts?
How the pain never ends?
Remember if you take a chance,
To never tie your hands,
Their screams never stop,
And their hearts don't beat,
All they want,
Is to feel, Like you and me.

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xxxxoxox, 22 january 2014

Far Too Long

I thought that I could run from you,
That I could leave you behind,
But you always seem to find me,
And take over my life,

I thought emptiness was a phase,
Like smoking dope to ease the pain,
I thought you would be gone by now,
I hoped I would be better somehow,

What do you do when you don't want to go on?
When your legs are to weak,
And the pain is to strong,
Do you wait for a little hope?
That you know will never come?

I don't understand,
How they all move on,
I don't understand,
How they don't feel wronged,

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xxxxoxox, 18 august 2012

Never Say Forever

Never say forever
Cause forever doesn't exist
Never say I love you
Cause you'll never forget it

I gave you my hand
And you stole my heart
I gave you my love
And you tore it apart
You showed me happiness
A world that doesn't exist
You showed me emptiness
A feeling I can't resist

Never say forever
Cause forevers a lie
Never say forever
Cause forever makes you cry

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xxxxoxox, 25 may 2012

The drugs and me

The drugs cary me away
To a place I feel safe
They take away the pain
They make me feel ok
The money buys me happiness
The kind you get from emptiness
A girl downtown barely dressed
For the right price I feel blessed
Sick and twisted I feel at peace
The more I drink the better I sleep
And this is where I'm happy

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xxxxoxox, 26 april 2012

I Love You

I love you
And you gave me
This hate
To save me?
I gave everything
To see you
So happy
To leave you
I needed you
And you left me
Now this heart
Is empty
Don't belive me?
Then you can see me
On the big screen
Screaming envy
One day I'll die in peace
And I'll see you
In misery

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xxxxoxox, 20 april 2012

One Day

It's been a year
And the bottle still helps
The feeling of being alone
As if I were burning in hell
It almost gives me peace
To know that your free
But in truth it kills
I hope to do to you
Exactly what you did to me
When you can't stand
And fall to your knees
I'll stand by your side
And watch as you bleed
I hope your pain is real
And that you scream
And that your broken heart
Reminds you of me

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xxxxoxox, 26 january 2012

I thought

I thought all things would fade to black
I thought this world had turned its back
I thought the rain was God’s falling tears
I thought we were all monsters creating fear
I thought our hearts were created blind
I thought freedom was a drug induced mind
I thought happiness was an emotion we fake
I thought a good heart wasn’t meant to break

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xxxxoxox, 24 december 2011

Christmas

All you hear is joy and peace,
Christmas past will set you free,
Yet all you feel is misery,
No God could have died for me,
Happiness is a memory,
Distant like last night's dream,
No matter how close,
Or far it seems,
The joy of life has left me,

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